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You know, if you would have talked to me, say, four months ago, I would have told you that I didn't really have many beliefs in anything really.
It's not that I don't believe in a God or heaven and whatnot, I just don't really care to think about it most times.
But after everything that has happened, I'm kind of changing my views I suppose you could say. I don't really know what I believe in, but I feel like I have to at least try to make some sense out of all of these happenings.
Everything is just different. I just think that after everything a person goes through in their life, they have to at least be taken care of. And that is what I am hoping for . . .
I'm worried; scared about a lot.
And knowing that I don't have all of the people or friends that I had originally planned on having with me, well that just scares me even more.
I don't want to be left behind. . . I don't want to be leaving people behind.
I never really understood why everything had to undergo change. I never understood how you could like something so much, and then within a short time, not at all. It really baffles me how you can end up the quite opposite as you, the same person, once was.
But then, I guess, if nothing changed, you wouldn't be anywhere. No one or anything would. Life would be at a stand still.
I believe that the kind of person you are now will help you out along the way later. Like you're earning something great the better the person you are. I don't really know. All I do know is that I'm trying to be the best I can.
I'm pretty confident that things will work out decently.
It's not that I don't believe in a God or heaven and whatnot, I just don't really care to think about it most times.
But after everything that has happened, I'm kind of changing my views I suppose you could say. I don't really know what I believe in, but I feel like I have to at least try to make some sense out of all of these happenings.
Everything is just different. I just think that after everything a person goes through in their life, they have to at least be taken care of. And that is what I am hoping for . . .
I'm worried; scared about a lot.
And knowing that I don't have all of the people or friends that I had originally planned on having with me, well that just scares me even more.
I don't want to be left behind. . . I don't want to be leaving people behind.
I never really understood why everything had to undergo change. I never understood how you could like something so much, and then within a short time, not at all. It really baffles me how you can end up the quite opposite as you, the same person, once was.
But then, I guess, if nothing changed, you wouldn't be anywhere. No one or anything would. Life would be at a stand still.
I believe that the kind of person you are now will help you out along the way later. Like you're earning something great the better the person you are. I don't really know. All I do know is that I'm trying to be the best I can.
I'm pretty confident that things will work out decently.