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I sit only being able to type with one hand while holding my baby with the other. My baby is my kitten, Cali. She is my little snuggle bug. People say she is just a cat, I disagree. She is my kid. I got her in July from the Humane Society. Those people at that place were not so humane. The day I picked her up I was her mom. She had just had her sugery that day. She was spade and then sent home. I was so scared. I was so afraid that I would mess something up. I had to take her to the vet a few days later because her incision was bulging. The Vet said that she had been to active and the lovely Vet that sewed her at the Humane Society sewed her too tight. I thought the day she came home with me she would be scared and go hide. I was wrong she followed me everywhere. If I shut the bathroom door she cried. I had to put her in a room and keep the door closed so she would jump and pull her sutures. So instead of sleeping in my bed I slept on the floor with her. I couldn't let her sleep alone all locked up.
So now I have had her 3 months. She is getting so big and fearless. I think she is in her teenage years now. She jumps on the counters and I yell at her to get off. If I stick my finger out telling her "NO!" she swats her paw at me. I guess that is her way of talking back. She makes me so happy. I love to come home and call her name and she comes running. It took her like two weeks to learn her name.
So it has been colder lately. I told Laurie the other day that I missed John. That I have been hearing songs that make me miss him and plus it is cold. I just read that someone wrote they miss him when it is cold. It is so true. Cold weather makes me want to cuddle with a good smelling man. But I don't really miss JOHN I miss having someone.
I'm having a hard time in school again. I'm questioning if nursing is for me. Or if it is right if this is not the right time. I just get so aggrivated because heartless people can get through nursing school and it seems like I have to keep begging to get through. What more do I have to prove that this is what I want?
Since I changed campuses and now go to school in Gulfport I met this guy in my class. He dropped out last weeks.He told me that he started off wrong and needs to help his parents finish rebuilding his house. I was so sad that he dropped. Thank goodness for myspace, I can keep in touch. I have a major crush on him. It is so bad that I get butterflies. I have NEVER had those that extensively. He makes me so nervous. He makes me laugh. I have spoke to him very few times because I am so shy with him. My friends make fun of me because they know that I am not shy and the fact that he makes me this way makes them giggle. One of them tell me I should ask him out, she swears he is always looking at me. NO WAY! I could never ask him and then have to deal with the rejection. There is something about him. Or maybe everything about him. He is such a good guy. He is one of those that are keepers. When I look at him I just want to cuddle with him. I want to walk right up to him and hug him. OH MY GOSH!! I don't think I have ever had a crush this big and I am almost 24!!!!!
So now I have had her 3 months. She is getting so big and fearless. I think she is in her teenage years now. She jumps on the counters and I yell at her to get off. If I stick my finger out telling her "NO!" she swats her paw at me. I guess that is her way of talking back. She makes me so happy. I love to come home and call her name and she comes running. It took her like two weeks to learn her name.
So it has been colder lately. I told Laurie the other day that I missed John. That I have been hearing songs that make me miss him and plus it is cold. I just read that someone wrote they miss him when it is cold. It is so true. Cold weather makes me want to cuddle with a good smelling man. But I don't really miss JOHN I miss having someone.
I'm having a hard time in school again. I'm questioning if nursing is for me. Or if it is right if this is not the right time. I just get so aggrivated because heartless people can get through nursing school and it seems like I have to keep begging to get through. What more do I have to prove that this is what I want?
Since I changed campuses and now go to school in Gulfport I met this guy in my class. He dropped out last weeks.He told me that he started off wrong and needs to help his parents finish rebuilding his house. I was so sad that he dropped. Thank goodness for myspace, I can keep in touch. I have a major crush on him. It is so bad that I get butterflies. I have NEVER had those that extensively. He makes me so nervous. He makes me laugh. I have spoke to him very few times because I am so shy with him. My friends make fun of me because they know that I am not shy and the fact that he makes me this way makes them giggle. One of them tell me I should ask him out, she swears he is always looking at me. NO WAY! I could never ask him and then have to deal with the rejection. There is something about him. Or maybe everything about him. He is such a good guy. He is one of those that are keepers. When I look at him I just want to cuddle with him. I want to walk right up to him and hug him. OH MY GOSH!! I don't think I have ever had a crush this big and I am almost 24!!!!!