Jun 12, 2007 00:40
Posting to the journal! Haven't wrote in a while cause i haven't been in the mood to sit down and write, yet all i've been doing lately is sitting down. I feel like such a waste lately. I want to hear back from best buy already and i'm tired of the stone. I just feel weird kind of.
It's kind of like homesick. I haven't felt this way in a long long time. I believe it to be the feeling of change that stems from me getting older and facing more and more of reality. I'm ready for it, by all means, its just... I want security. I mean who doesn't, right?
I'm tired of having to rely on my mom every now and then for money when I don't get paid enough. I wish she would stop claiming me on her taxes so I could get better finacial aid. But she can't afford to. So it messes everything up. I'm not mad at her or anything i just want it to be easier.
Nobody said it was supposed to I know, but a man can wish nonetheless. I strive to be more independent each day.
I'm so ready to go to school this fall. I really hope I'm able to get in this semester at ASU. They need my transcripts and SPC, my old college, probably still hasn't sent them. I had to send them a written letter. They couldn't just do it over the phone. It was really dumb. And i thought it weird that they didn't want my UAT stuff. It might be cause i'm still enrolled there? I'm not signed up for classes however... I should probably tell someone my plans, heh. I love UAT i'm gonna miss it. But my time there is done. I want to broaden my horizons some more. Not that techonology isn't broad. It is! It's just more of a hobby =] and i want to pursue what i'm truly good at.
I really hope best buy calls me tomorrow, i want answers! i guess i'll know by friday, but if i don't know by then i'll be like!!! >:| not cool!
I'm gonna head up to ASU tomorrow to talk to some people about my transcripts, transfer credits, classes, enrollment, and lots of things. I have all day tomorrow. So It should be grand.
and it's only been two days and i'm like ; ;