My 2010...
My 2010 had been filled with awesomeness, & I'm serious. A bunch of great friends with the same hobby, lovely family despite tough times, gaining new working experience & fun-loving colleagues!
First up, my family. Because of my ungrateful brother who is still too ignorant & naive, our family suffered. We cried, we quarrelled. We tried to make things ok, we prayed. We finally managed to overcome this huge obstacle & I hope in the process of it, my brother learnt something. I thank God for this blessing in disguise.
I also want to thank God for my grandparents, for they're still here with me. Even though I can see them getting weaker as time passes by, I know I can only cherish the time I have with them.
I've also successfully graduated with a diploma & is now in my Year 2 of my university course. Even though I still don't know how my future will be like but I know God has already planned my route for me. I just have to work hard & this is the only thing I'm upset about for 2010. I've been slacking off real bad and I am so ashamed of myself.
Thirdly, I've found myself a temporary job after graduating and surprisingly, I managed to keep that job even after university started. It's been 8 months now and I've grew to love my working environment and awesome co-workers. Not to mention the job helping me with my expenditures. Being a fangirl is not a cheap hobby, ok.
I've turned 20 in 2010. I haven't felt much changes in me though and I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad one. I feel that I'm still as stubborn & rigid. I also realised that I'm very sensitive. Though I keep it in me most of the time, when I burst out... It isn't very nice.
An incident that kept me thinking & reflecting about myself over and over again would be this particular friday night I spent in Korea at KBS. I wouldn't call it a quarrel but was it a confrontation? I don't really want to use that word as well. Anyhow, I'm glad I voiced myself out of all the unhappiness. & to Carol, whatever I said that day, if you still remember, I wasn't asking you to change & I'm not blaming you. I just wasn't happy and I know that some of the problems lies with me. Being too sensitive & I think I just... think too much? Yea... Can't believe I actually cried at such a place when Beast was just like right there, I couldn't even care(though I think I remember seeing kikwang ㅋㅋ). /slapself. 어차피... 카라~ ㅅㄹㅎ ㅋㅋㅋ
Next up, my friends! I'm glad that I'm still very much in touch with my secondary school besties; Meiyu, Stefy & Fifi (: Time flies, we've known each other for at least 7 years. Meiyu kept me sane with fandom & randoms in life. With Stef & Fifi, we also kept up with each others lives. This year was tough for one of my friend & many shocking things have happened. I'm glad you're still here with me and I hope you will cherish yourself. I don't like the idea of visiting you at the hospital or learning about it a few weeks later that something had happened to you. & YOU, using my name in vain, haha. I love you & do remember that we're here for you. 2010 was bad, but I promise, 2011 will be good, let's make it awesome together! (:
Also, my girls. Sjs did tone down a lot & we drifted apart. & to Minty, I'm sorry we didn't meet up as often anymore. I'm sorry we weren't able to be by your side. I hope that we can continue to fangirl together & spazz all the crazy things in fandom (:
4059+2020! The date we got together will always be easily remembered because it was Heenim's(&my) birthday ㅋㅋ 2AM brought is together huh, haha. "Don't Following~" will be one of our phrase of the year! Srsly, it was soooo fun with this girls. They're crazy yet loveable bunch of fangirls. Pre4059+2020 will be memories of carol, jamie, maybel & I freezing outside the restaurant while waiting for some drunkards & jamie's girls hehe. We became Icemen! But it was all worth it to see drunk Heenim, ehehehe. Also our tables of food at 명인만두~~ I can't wait for us to go back there and order awesome cheese tonkatsu :D
Memories with 4059+2020 includes seeing 2am, B2st, Kpopnight concert, going for YOOFO, eating prata in the middle of the night, stayover at Jamie's, and crazy hangouts. I srsly cannot imagine if all these nv happened, life would be so dull~ Thank you girls for giving me such lovely memories in 2010. Let's make more in 2011!
& if I were to go by months with vague memories, this is probably what happened in 2010:
January;
★Shinee fansign! Meeting Jamie & Maybel~ Getting Taem's autograph (:
February;
★CNY with awesome family gathering.
★1st Korea trip with Carol. Went Sukira for the first time. Attending mubank rehearsal & seeing Heenim on the Piano. Attended SNSD encore concert, Heenim was my Ken (: Saw drunk Heenim & cute slightly drunk Kyu who kept waving goodbye ㅋㅋ
March;
★Still in Korea. Attented Kibum's play (touchedhisbutt:x) & Yehsung's musical 홍길동. Met Alice in kr. Beast @ Sukira. White day spent with CN Blue (& yonghwa's tease...). Got to know Zoe, Sayaka & 한솔언니 at SM. Saw Sica & Trax at SM. Said Hi to Donghae (+earned a pat on the shoulder), & said bye to Heenim (+earned a weird stare & nod, LOL). Saw Henry & he's like the cutest thing on earth, so sincere (:
★Attended SS2 @ KL. Yehsung picking up my cat headband & making Hyukjae wear it~ Siwon's goodbye flying kiss, ehehe.
April;
★Started work at I-hub.
★Oh & I got my iphone 3gs, lol.
★Geunsuk came to SG.
May;
★SJ's comeback (:
June;
★SJ came to SG for the first time. Galaxy S showcase. I srsly only remember Heenim from that showcase since he kept coming over to our side~
★U-Kiss came for showcase & fanmeet. Awesome account with them (:
★Beast came as well. 장현승's thumbsup for me :3
July;
★2AM came~ Seul brought us to club during the early hours of my Birthday, teehee.
★4059+2020<3
August;
★Beast & 4min came for YOG Opening perf. 2020 blocking Beast car & Dongwoon staring at us weirdly, hahaha. Hyuna responding to our LED messages (:
★CNBlue came for showcase.
★Hyungjoon came for showcase.
September;
★ZE:A came for showcase. Handshake with ze:a~
★University started!
★G.NA's fansign~
★Phonecall with Hangeng... 100.3
October;
★Hangeng's fanmeet. Dinner with Geng.
★JYJ Showcase. Jaejoong~
★KPOP NIGHT. Shinee, SNSD, Big Bang, ZE:A, DGNA, FT & I think Infinite?
November;
★U-kiss came to SG again. Icecream & flying kisses. Eli's weird twists & Xander's replies.
December;
★Mnet Ultimate Live in Asia! B2ST, 2AM, 2PM, Miss A & MBLAQ. Awesome account with Beast. Junhyung's sniggers & pinkyshoo~ Awkward stare with Doojoon for 5 secs. B2st budget airline :D
★Hyunjoong came for TFS promos.
★Joongki came to SG for Tony Moly.
★X'mas party at Mimi's (:
This is seriously one long entry. 2010 had been awesome. Hopefully 2011 can be equally awesome, if not, BETTER! ^^