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My mom is using my cell so I'm off the phone w/Noel for the moment. He is a great friend. I'm glad we started talking again. So strange how things happen. I need to see him. Its the right thing to do. Hes awesome. I think I'll hang out with him Wednesday afternoon/evening-ish after hanging out with Bes.
Thank goodness September has ended. It feels good to put the month behind. September sucked. It sucked badly. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I think I'm content. I know I'm much happier than I was September. I'm not hating school (only disliking waking up early). I love my friends. I like my new friends. I like my very random busy schedule. I like that I'm actually being more outgoing with the other teens in my building.
I don't like the fact that my mom isn't happy and is missing my grandma. And there is nothing I can do to make her happy. I can't bring my grandma back to life.
I question if I am boy crazy. I don't think I am. If I am I'm definitely not as bad as other girls I know. I don't necessarily want a boyfriend right now. I just want the attention. And some random hook-ups ;-). Haha that sounds whorish. Haha I have ho-like tendancies.
College. I don't want to talk about it.
I was suppose to get my hair done today. I had/have a headache and thought "screw-it. who am i trying to impress".
I must go finish my Y-TAP application.
Thank goodness September has ended. It feels good to put the month behind. September sucked. It sucked badly. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I think I'm content. I know I'm much happier than I was September. I'm not hating school (only disliking waking up early). I love my friends. I like my new friends. I like my very random busy schedule. I like that I'm actually being more outgoing with the other teens in my building.
I don't like the fact that my mom isn't happy and is missing my grandma. And there is nothing I can do to make her happy. I can't bring my grandma back to life.
I question if I am boy crazy. I don't think I am. If I am I'm definitely not as bad as other girls I know. I don't necessarily want a boyfriend right now. I just want the attention. And some random hook-ups ;-). Haha that sounds whorish. Haha I have ho-like tendancies.
College. I don't want to talk about it.
I was suppose to get my hair done today. I had/have a headache and thought "screw-it. who am i trying to impress".
I must go finish my Y-TAP application.