Dec 30, 2011 18:23
Why can he be normal at work?
Why can he be normal on the phone?
Why is it the moment we have dinner at night he fucking has to start acting out.
I can't handle the mumbling, the noise he makes tearing apart our bedroom, the way the throws things.
He seriously disgusts me so much.
I dislike this part of him so much that I am starting to hate him.
All of hiim
Even his good parts arn't worth dealing with him when he is like this.
I can't stand the sound of doors slamming, or dressures being turned over. Him sleeping in the closet because he is so strung out he can't even function like a human being.
He is embarassing.
He is driving me away.
If he can't be 100% medicated.
I can't stay with him.