Yet again.
So this entire disapointment thing hasen't gone away in the least.
It vesters up in me about this time of night when I should be sleeping.
Instead of having happy memories of Halloween all I can think about is my complete disapointment with how I was treated by my so called 'friends' and being late to the only thing that mattered to me that entire day.
How my friends never even had the fucking decentcy to say THANK YOU for anything I did for them that day. How they made it seem like they were doing me some big fucking favor. well fuck you.
Eventually my true feeligns are going to come out point blank and I will vent and melt this down to the people that caused me all these hurt feelings.
I get my pictures from my photographer this week.
I will see what happens from there..
I honestly though can't go much longer without telling these people how much they ruined the only fun I was supposed to have for a long time.
I didn't want to be this girl.
The girl that is so vien that she can only look back on the negatives.
But
The negatives were much more in my face that day than any postives.
Thats what happens when your friends are more worried about their own selfish fucking selves than you.
Thanks guys.
You really did a number on me and I can't wait to tell you to your face what fake garbage you are.
It vesters up in me about this time of night when I should be sleeping.
Instead of having happy memories of Halloween all I can think about is my complete disapointment with how I was treated by my so called 'friends' and being late to the only thing that mattered to me that entire day.
How my friends never even had the fucking decentcy to say THANK YOU for anything I did for them that day. How they made it seem like they were doing me some big fucking favor. well fuck you.
Eventually my true feeligns are going to come out point blank and I will vent and melt this down to the people that caused me all these hurt feelings.
I get my pictures from my photographer this week.
I will see what happens from there..
I honestly though can't go much longer without telling these people how much they ruined the only fun I was supposed to have for a long time.
I didn't want to be this girl.
The girl that is so vien that she can only look back on the negatives.
But
The negatives were much more in my face that day than any postives.
Thats what happens when your friends are more worried about their own selfish fucking selves than you.
Thanks guys.
You really did a number on me and I can't wait to tell you to your face what fake garbage you are.