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so i have this ginormohomogerinemoly sized problem and i can't bear to tell anyone.
i don't know whats worse having to deal with it, or knowing that i brought it on upo myself. if i only listened to myself and not the little jokes and snide comments of others. i don't blame them though, because i believed then and then well wham here i am.
i just never thought this would happen to me, these sort of things don't happen to me. this was never suppossed to happen.
i just need someone to talk to i guess, but i can't really i'd be mortified for life, and then they would be all weird around me, and worried and yeah. so im stuck writing it down in my journal thingy mabob[not this like on paper]
well i guess thats it. yay for bandclass tomorrow. i love that class even though everyone complains about it, it kind of pisses me off too. suck it up your in the class you obviously deserve to be in, it was ms. greber's decision get over it. what is it almost october noe. i hate complainers like everyone complaining about now have to put our feet our to 90 degrees. suck it up i mean do it and get on with life. what she says goes, and thats the end. everything feels akward at the begining. god it just bothers me soo much about all this complaining. even though i am complaiing about my "situationB" as i like to call it, it bothers me when people complain over dumb things like "ohhh im not in the wind ensemble with all my friends and blah blah and i can't put my feet out 45 more degrees." shut the fuck up and get over it. god damn
i don't know whats worse having to deal with it, or knowing that i brought it on upo myself. if i only listened to myself and not the little jokes and snide comments of others. i don't blame them though, because i believed then and then well wham here i am.
i just never thought this would happen to me, these sort of things don't happen to me. this was never suppossed to happen.
i just need someone to talk to i guess, but i can't really i'd be mortified for life, and then they would be all weird around me, and worried and yeah. so im stuck writing it down in my journal thingy mabob[not this like on paper]
well i guess thats it. yay for bandclass tomorrow. i love that class even though everyone complains about it, it kind of pisses me off too. suck it up your in the class you obviously deserve to be in, it was ms. greber's decision get over it. what is it almost october noe. i hate complainers like everyone complaining about now have to put our feet our to 90 degrees. suck it up i mean do it and get on with life. what she says goes, and thats the end. everything feels akward at the begining. god it just bothers me soo much about all this complaining. even though i am complaiing about my "situationB" as i like to call it, it bothers me when people complain over dumb things like "ohhh im not in the wind ensemble with all my friends and blah blah and i can't put my feet out 45 more degrees." shut the fuck up and get over it. god damn