May 07, 2011 00:19
I miss so many things! Reading these entries are so depressing. I hate memories, but I love them even the worst! I'll be 23 in 13 days, weeeeee I am so excited. I'll be skydiving for the first time. Going to santa Ana for dinner and drinks. I raced in a half marathon last year, and now on may 29th, I'll be racing in a Tough Mudder in Snow Valley. There's a triathlon in October, I'll be signing up for that soon I hope! Planning on moving out next year or two, to L.A maybe even San Diego! Marissa and I have realized how much alike we are with adventure, going out, everything, so it's been working out well. We'll more than likely move in togetha! This sounds really lesbo, but we aren't. We just grew closer. New friends yay!
I haven't been in a relationship in a long time! or so it feels, I got asked in vegas if I liked being single, my answer was " I'll be 23, I'm young, I still need to explore, so hell yes I love it" but don't get me wrong, I miss all the lovey dovey stuff, I just don't think I'd be doing what I have been doing if I were in a relationship with someone, unless they were doing the same things I was. Plus, right now, I don't think I could be a good girl friend. It shows with the guys I date, I just...don't dig it much. I was liking one! but then I realized that I wasn't dig'n it as much as I thought I was. I think meeting someone who's athletic and loves to race as me, eat and open to all foods, then it could possibly work!
I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!