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I don't know that I have anything to say. There is a soft feeling in the air... gentle. A feeling of relax. I wonder if I am avoiding/ looking for excuses to stay home. I never really go anywhere. I feel like I have to find some balance. Work is so crazy and I just don't feel like going out to more crazy. Maybe I will call Elsie and see if she wants to go out and stay sober with me. I think that's part of it is just not wanting to sit with a bunch of drunks.