(no subject)
God damn mother fucking shit!
I want to go to Pennsic!
I want to rock with my bad self and go perform in places were I am unexpected, and thus even more impressive.
I miss singing with my Byram!
I miss having the drive and the money for the SCA.
I miss feeling excited about events.
I need to go and be impressive and be requested and be outstanding and annoying and sing with Samm and hear her new music and revel in the past times and old music.
I miss showing up at invite only circles and being good enough to stay.
I miss being inspired to write new music.
I miss being inspired to learn new music.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
I want to go to Pennsic!
I want to rock with my bad self and go perform in places were I am unexpected, and thus even more impressive.
I miss singing with my Byram!
I miss having the drive and the money for the SCA.
I miss feeling excited about events.
I need to go and be impressive and be requested and be outstanding and annoying and sing with Samm and hear her new music and revel in the past times and old music.
I miss showing up at invite only circles and being good enough to stay.
I miss being inspired to write new music.
I miss being inspired to learn new music.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!