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Wow Jesse, I had almost forgotten how handsome you were and how absolutely gorgeous your eyes are... I love framing pictures ^_^
I actually went shopping today... all by myself. I just went to the mall and looked around and bought some tank tops. It was nice me time. I think I'll go see a movie by myself too... it might turn out to be even more refreshing.
I've been thinking a lot lately about life... well... more so than I usually do. I know there are a lot of things that I need to improve about myself, one of which is how much I worry. I never realized how much I worry about dumb things. Like, I'll be in the store looking around for a long time (I'm really slow) and I'll think "omg... the store clerk is going to think I'm crazy for being here so long!" or "I'm not pretty enough to shop here!" etc. I am so insane. I just now realized that none of that matters.. no one cares... lol. My word of tomorrow is "Peace". I have decided to be at peace with myself, which in turn will ripple concentrically to others... and this is so very difficult for me!
I'm so young and naive. It's about time that I go through a day without worrying so much... and God forbid I enjoy the clouds or a nice breeze.
I think that's one reason I admire you so much Jesse. You are so calm and couldn't care less about what anyone thinks, because you know you're alright. :) Well... I'm ready to know that I'm alright too...
I hope that made sense...
... who cares if it didn't? I don't. :)
I actually went shopping today... all by myself. I just went to the mall and looked around and bought some tank tops. It was nice me time. I think I'll go see a movie by myself too... it might turn out to be even more refreshing.
I've been thinking a lot lately about life... well... more so than I usually do. I know there are a lot of things that I need to improve about myself, one of which is how much I worry. I never realized how much I worry about dumb things. Like, I'll be in the store looking around for a long time (I'm really slow) and I'll think "omg... the store clerk is going to think I'm crazy for being here so long!" or "I'm not pretty enough to shop here!" etc. I am so insane. I just now realized that none of that matters.. no one cares... lol. My word of tomorrow is "Peace". I have decided to be at peace with myself, which in turn will ripple concentrically to others... and this is so very difficult for me!
I'm so young and naive. It's about time that I go through a day without worrying so much... and God forbid I enjoy the clouds or a nice breeze.
I think that's one reason I admire you so much Jesse. You are so calm and couldn't care less about what anyone thinks, because you know you're alright. :) Well... I'm ready to know that I'm alright too...
I hope that made sense...
... who cares if it didn't? I don't. :)