Oct 08, 2004 12:52
I am so glad to be back in school,
I needed to get out of my house and back to being able to be myself.
Although the only benefit to all of this hurricane shit
was the rescuing of my little kitten and being able
to spend 3 weeks with Matt 24/7.
He came and evacuated with my family and I and also
went to New Mexico with me.
Which was the hardest thing to do in my entire life.
Looking at my grandfather there so fragile and helpless and then having him one
day pull me over and whispher in my ear "Help me" was so hard. Not only that
but the added pressure of my mother yelling at me and Matt
over trivial things and treating me the way my grandmother treats her
was insanely crazy. How I survived to write all of you today is
amazing.
School is going to be insane as well. I have so much stuff to make up
as I am sure all of you here on this campus have to do as well. God,
I didn't figure that I would be this far behind and have so much homework
and test to do in such a short period of being back. DAMN YOU HURRICANE IVAN!!!!!
Well all I can say is good luck to all and myself.