Sep 30, 2004 21:37
"...these words collide."
I just spoke to Bee, he's made a load of friends and he's having fun ^_^ That makes me happy. I'm seeing him next wednesday, because we're going to see Biffy Clyro together in Bristol! I can't wait!
My heart feels all poundy and I'm shakey because I'm so happy he's ok and not really stressed and unhappy. And I love him. I'm almost crying, but I don't want to. I think I'm just really tired... *yawns* So now I'm going to go to bed.
Dr Bern wrote my reference for Oxford today :) I'm really happy about that, he's wrote loads of good and nice things. Didn't even mention hotpants ;)
Yeah, he's a sideface sometimes... ok, pretty much always... but he's been good about the Oxford stuff. He believes in me, which is nice. No-one else has told me they believe in me. Not even the people you would have expected to... I don't need anyone's support, though. I'm quite happy living through my own self-esteem and courage. It's just nice to know it's there.
Hmmm, whatev.
I'm going to bed now, just wanted to get some thoughts out of my head so I could have a peaceful sleep. I feel like I could fall asleep right now...
Love and lace xxx