Sep 10, 2004 21:00
...I never count the gloomy hours, I let them slip away."
*cough* I'm ill, but happy. Actually, not particularly happy, just content which, in many ways, is better than being happy. Because "happy" implies some temporary situation that'll just remove itself when the source removes itself.
I can be not happy about being ill, not seeing Barny, not seeing Jess, about Alex leaving, about the rain. But despite all these things I feel content. Really, honestly content.
This is good. It doesn't feel fleeting, and it doesn't feel like anyone can take this away from me easily.
I'm alright y'all, alright y'all. You wanna be alright you gotta walk tall."
McFly- yeah! I signed Jess up for the Street Team, she got about a million flyers through the post. It made me giggle. I love Jess.
I think everything's ok right now. However, I should go to bed because I do feel like a half-cooked zombie.
Love <3
p.s. Listen to the Voodoo Glow Skulls