Oct 04, 2006 00:43
Ummmm so yeah. Chem215 exam tomorrow. If I can pull off an average score (approx- 60% maybe??) then that will be good (end of semester, approx...Bish range). Even if I don't, there are 3 more exams...I can do this.
Bio exam last week- dissappointing.
My paper due thursday is gonna be an all nighter. It shouldn't be terrible tho. We'll see how stickly our GSI is when it comes to grading....
I'm getting so frustrated. I'm busy all the time, like WHOA. I've been studying my ass off. I spent so much on bio, only to get the short response and be like fuck. I didn't have the two particular figures (out of like 45 in the lectures) completely memorized, and the other two questions were fucked up. All the time I spent studying isn't even gonna show itself in my grade. Whatever it is. There are 3 more exams. I can redeem myself. I need to change my studying tacticts. Obviously they didn't work too well. I just have no fucking time.
4 x 200 or 300 level classes, plus dance class, plus choir, plus KGrams and being Swing Kid for that, and last but not least MRC Programming Board that could take up my life on its own. Ugh.
And the thing that sucks is that its my fault im so busy....>sigh<
I have no time for anything. After my day is done thursday, I am taking like a 3 day break. Well deserved. Even if I screwed up my first round of midterms/papers. Just gotta buck it up and do better. Easier said than done though, right?
I'm upset about what happened with me and David....but like, it really wasn't going anywhere...and truth be told, neither of us had time for a relationship anyway. I don't regret my decision, but I'm frustrated with how it ended. And the fact that he....is being stupid. Ill leave it at that.
K. back to orgo. Another hour or so. Then bed....
Let's just hope I can do something somewhat decent tomorrow.......