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Something has just gone wrong with life.. Everything I do or say is WRONG, or it gets someone mad at me or something to make me upset! This week just hasen't been one of those weeks you want to ask about right now. Monday was alright I had to go to school and then I went to my piano lesson VERRRRY tired not wanting to go, Tuesday was good because I went shopping at target for a new camera I've been wanting and then we went to my brothers school for some dinner and some major bingo! and I won a game!! I was excited! Wednesday I went to school and then I don't think I need to go any further with Wednesday, unless you REALLLY want to know what went on Wednesday that I'm not sharing on here. Today (Thursday); I'm still deciding if I should go skating or not just because if I go I'll be too upset and MAD that I might fall and hurt myself and probably Joey or someone will laugh at me and make me even more mad but I'm still deciding.
Also; Something else that just hasen't made my week is I keep getting told "You do nothing around the house but sit on your lazy butt and do nothing but stare at a computer screen!" How can this be true? I do everything I can to try to make everyone happy whether it's in my family or most of my friends, and I never accomplish ever doing that.. I ither make someone happy and that other person mad or I made EVERYONE mad or sometimes if I'm real lucky I'll make SOME people happy... And it just isn't working out for me.
Another thing I don't really want to talk about is some adults at my church came up to me and wanted to talk to me about what's going on with the youth group right now... I just found out that we found a music minster and.. we have offically right at this moment quit looking for a youth miniser! This is upsetting and I keep saying to myself "Keep your chin up because the time will come!" But that never seems to work. So right now we have about 10-15 youth in our youth group with NO youth minister... This is sad but it's really more embarassing!
If you want to call me and talk to me and maybe cheer me up or you wanna do something call me and I might think about doing something!! This post just needed to be let out and so I did and now I'm just in my room listen to music and thinking "Why is God letting my life be this horrible at the moment?".....
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS WHOM SEEM TO CARE about other people and I LOVE MY FRIENDS WHOM DON'T STAB other friends in the back when they don't get what they want or what they wanted to hear!!! They all know who they are! :)!
Also; Something else that just hasen't made my week is I keep getting told "You do nothing around the house but sit on your lazy butt and do nothing but stare at a computer screen!" How can this be true? I do everything I can to try to make everyone happy whether it's in my family or most of my friends, and I never accomplish ever doing that.. I ither make someone happy and that other person mad or I made EVERYONE mad or sometimes if I'm real lucky I'll make SOME people happy... And it just isn't working out for me.
Another thing I don't really want to talk about is some adults at my church came up to me and wanted to talk to me about what's going on with the youth group right now... I just found out that we found a music minster and.. we have offically right at this moment quit looking for a youth miniser! This is upsetting and I keep saying to myself "Keep your chin up because the time will come!" But that never seems to work. So right now we have about 10-15 youth in our youth group with NO youth minister... This is sad but it's really more embarassing!
If you want to call me and talk to me and maybe cheer me up or you wanna do something call me and I might think about doing something!! This post just needed to be let out and so I did and now I'm just in my room listen to music and thinking "Why is God letting my life be this horrible at the moment?".....
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS WHOM SEEM TO CARE about other people and I LOVE MY FRIENDS WHOM DON'T STAB other friends in the back when they don't get what they want or what they wanted to hear!!! They all know who they are! :)!