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I can't remember the last time someone did something nice or thoughtful for me, simply for the sake of being nice or thoughtful. I don't even know why I try. I hate feeling like I'm just a "convenience" friend; that I'm good for a fun time, but nothing else. I can't tell people how to treat me, and therefore just find myself becoming more and more resentful towards them as they disrespect me and/or blatantly disregard my feelings. I can't just pretend it doesn't happen and I shouldn't have to ask for some acknowledgement when it does. ::le sigh::
One more week and then it's home to my Olney lovers.
One more week and then it's home to my Olney lovers.