Apr 30, 2008 22:14
-So I Don't want to stay at school this summer.
-I also can't stay at school because I already subleased my room.
-I don't want to go home either.
-Half the people that make going home worthwhile will either not be there, or are leaving shortly after I get there.
-The people that will be home I'll be lucky if I even get to see that much.
-I hate my job and everyone there just likes to purposefully make me feel bad.
-I won't even get to work there every day, leaving far too many days of nothing.
-The only internship I could line up doesn't interest me at all and it doesn't even pay, so pretty much I'll just be spending a shit load on gas money... not to mention I have to pay Kent to even get an internship.
-I'm so super poor, so it's not like I can even plan anything fun.
-My brother won't even be home because he moved out... so I'll be left to deal with my parents alone all summer.
-And my best friend is moving forever away about a week after I get home.
I never have time to do anything at school. My social life sucks here because all I do is homework and I finally get a break to do whatever it is I wish, and I can't even think of one thing that excites me. Even thinking about this summer makes me want to cry.