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This weekend is looking to be similar to last weeks... all work and no play.
I feel like such a waste lately. I literally don't do anything except school and homework. Seriously, don't ask me what's been going on lately, cause I'll have nothing to say. I go to class, come home and start homework... and then I do that until midnight or later. Last weekend I did absolutely nothing... and now this weekend I have so much to do that it looks like I'll be doing nothing again. I don't have time and it's pathetic. I suppose it's "good" that I'm working hard in school, but even so, I'm not getting A's... and I'm having to sacrifice anything and everything that would even closely resemble a life. It's really starting to suck. I like doing work and I like doing it well, but I wish I had the time to simply go out and do whatever and not have lists and schedules of how much I have to do floating in the back of my head. I guess the idea of spring break is all I keep thinking. Bust my ass now, and then I'll get to relax. But every time I do that, as soon as I'm done with the busting, it starts up all over again. Hence these past two weeks and most likely how spring break will end up... as usual. ::sigh::
I'm feeling productive, but not too satisfied. Boooo school!
I feel like such a waste lately. I literally don't do anything except school and homework. Seriously, don't ask me what's been going on lately, cause I'll have nothing to say. I go to class, come home and start homework... and then I do that until midnight or later. Last weekend I did absolutely nothing... and now this weekend I have so much to do that it looks like I'll be doing nothing again. I don't have time and it's pathetic. I suppose it's "good" that I'm working hard in school, but even so, I'm not getting A's... and I'm having to sacrifice anything and everything that would even closely resemble a life. It's really starting to suck. I like doing work and I like doing it well, but I wish I had the time to simply go out and do whatever and not have lists and schedules of how much I have to do floating in the back of my head. I guess the idea of spring break is all I keep thinking. Bust my ass now, and then I'll get to relax. But every time I do that, as soon as I'm done with the busting, it starts up all over again. Hence these past two weeks and most likely how spring break will end up... as usual. ::sigh::
I'm feeling productive, but not too satisfied. Boooo school!