Dec 13, 2005 17:41
So my life along with the rest of my family's, took a drastic turn on sunday. We found out that there is a possibilty of my aunt only living for about 8 more days. I've never been so upset in my life. I feel so awkward. Nothing feels right.
God works in mysterious ways, and hopefully my prayers will make a difference and let her live longer.Everyone around me is so pessimistic about this situation. I mean I don't blame them, but she's a strong woman. If she's had cancer for almost 7 years, she can continue fighting it and being strong.
I really can't concentrate on anything right now. My days afterschool are now spent at Memorial. I probably won't be able to go out this weekend once again, but honestly I do not mind, I'll be by her side, keeping her company and making sure she is not in pain, making sure there is a smile on her face.
She can't die. At least not now.