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I am currently on a self discovery journey:D
I decided to post 1 thing that I absolutely know about myself, so that i will not forget about myself.
First self revelation
I like to do things in the dark.
I find the darkness very comforting. I would do my chores in the dark such as wash the dishes without the light on. It feels peaceful, as though i am being cloaked in a shroud and wrapped up like a baby.
I really do not know how to say it except the light is harsh, to me that is. It strips away all my defences and leaves me naked to whoever who happens to be looking in my direction.
I guess this comes from staying in a house with ceiling windows. As you are looking out at the world, the world is also looking into your little dominion.
I even trained myself to memorise the keyboard so that i can type in the dark. Then i realised the folly of my actions because the light from the laptop screen was even more brilliance and hurting...
Tsk, the things i do...