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i laid in bed crying and thinking for an hour...i thought maybe writing here would help...but i have no idea what to write.i thought i could fight this but i can't ..i am not that strong...i can't stand up for myself...and a joke can soon turn into a nightmare.i can't sleeep i know i won't sleep tonight...
dramablonde39: u made ur roomie cry
i am always at fault and most of the time i don't know how i got there.and i feel belittled and bullied...the feeling that everyone is looking at you with disapointment...
i want to leave
i don't want to be home
i just want to leave
i dread tomorrow but what else can you do.....i am sick and tired of sucking it up and taking the blame i am also tired of taking the blame....i want this all to end....why do we have to create so much drama
why do we have to ignore each other..act like we are better than one another...hold on to people so that no one else can get a grip....i hate it when people shun the unfamiliar and judge too quick...i hate being ditched i hate being alone i hate getting weird looks from people i hate being the friend who is there to make you laugh and when i am being serious it comes as a shock to you. i hate that when someone is angry with me i am left alone with everyone else against me or at least that feeling...i hate it when people say i am jealous i hate it that i am not done this list and i hate it that i don't have as near as much to love
dramablonde39: u made ur roomie cry
i am always at fault and most of the time i don't know how i got there.and i feel belittled and bullied...the feeling that everyone is looking at you with disapointment...
i want to leave
i don't want to be home
i just want to leave
i dread tomorrow but what else can you do.....i am sick and tired of sucking it up and taking the blame i am also tired of taking the blame....i want this all to end....why do we have to create so much drama
why do we have to ignore each other..act like we are better than one another...hold on to people so that no one else can get a grip....i hate it when people shun the unfamiliar and judge too quick...i hate being ditched i hate being alone i hate getting weird looks from people i hate being the friend who is there to make you laugh and when i am being serious it comes as a shock to you. i hate that when someone is angry with me i am left alone with everyone else against me or at least that feeling...i hate it when people say i am jealous i hate it that i am not done this list and i hate it that i don't have as near as much to love