an ode to yesterday : a poem
An ode to yesterday: a poem
Dear Yesterday,
I am a bitch. A cold hard ugly bitch that really messed up life this time. I hurt my friend, I ruined relationships, and I totally changed.
I"m sorry yesterday, because life wasn't fun then. I shouldn't have cheated, and I shouldn't have left something that perfect in my life leave me. I should have gone to homecoming with him, and I'm sorry for kissing his friend in front of him at the dance. I'm sorry i took him for granted, and I'm sorry taht i let myself be taken advantage of. I'm sorry I yelled during band and i'm sorry for being a control freak. "m sorry for demoralizeing sweet, goodnatured people. I"m sorry I was so jealous. I"m sorry I didn't smile enough or I didnt htink of how much I had it made.
But I'm avenging your death.
I know i caused you pain yesterday, and I was hurt too. WE all go over speed bumps, unfortunately, I ran into a road block. The skid marks are still there. Those 28 cuts are still there, and I'm sorry.
Used to be so innocent, used to be in love, I'm broken, but still in love.
I know a chance is frail, cause why whould you want me again? I"m sorry I didnt' realize how amazing you were... until you left, or more so i left.
I'll keep you in my past and love so tenderly, someday I'll make you proud, if you're still there-
... i promise
Dear Yesterday,
I am a bitch. A cold hard ugly bitch that really messed up life this time. I hurt my friend, I ruined relationships, and I totally changed.
I"m sorry yesterday, because life wasn't fun then. I shouldn't have cheated, and I shouldn't have left something that perfect in my life leave me. I should have gone to homecoming with him, and I'm sorry for kissing his friend in front of him at the dance. I'm sorry i took him for granted, and I'm sorry taht i let myself be taken advantage of. I'm sorry I yelled during band and i'm sorry for being a control freak. "m sorry for demoralizeing sweet, goodnatured people. I"m sorry I was so jealous. I"m sorry I didn't smile enough or I didnt htink of how much I had it made.
But I'm avenging your death.
I know i caused you pain yesterday, and I was hurt too. WE all go over speed bumps, unfortunately, I ran into a road block. The skid marks are still there. Those 28 cuts are still there, and I'm sorry.
Used to be so innocent, used to be in love, I'm broken, but still in love.
I know a chance is frail, cause why whould you want me again? I"m sorry I didnt' realize how amazing you were... until you left, or more so i left.
I'll keep you in my past and love so tenderly, someday I'll make you proud, if you're still there-
... i promise