And my life will change again...
Well it's another real life post...
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The stable life I dreamed for my sister and I, just isn't going to happen where we are at right now. So after talking through some very hard decisions, we came to the conclusion that we will be leaving our family, friends and lives behind and moving cross country to Florida at the end of the summer.
Am I happy about it? Sure, I'm scared. We're gonna be alone out there, but on the other hand a close friend of mine lives out there with her husband and my soon to be godson, so my sister and I will be able to be part of my Godson's life.
The industry my sister and I strive to get into, has some connections in florida, and honestly it gets us away from our father. I think about how much this will change my life and it will alot...but it might be for the better!
On a personal level, things are slowly getting better. I still don't sleep well, and I think about Mike alot...but I've thrown myself into anything I can to distract me from the feelings of grief...I should of went to the support group, but my damn pride stopped me....When will I learn not be a moron?