Tales of a Rough Life Part II
Well I haven't spoke to everyone in a while, so let me update ya'll...
It's amazing how one phone call can change your thinking, not to mention your life...Yesterday I wanted nothing more to just give up...but it's my damn pride that won't let me give up...It's the pride that keeps me from running home, and letting them help me...it's the pride that keeps me from asking for help when I need it...Inside it's a war...one side wants to ask for help and the other side refuses to let it happen...
Well I got a phone call today...I was offered a part time job...It's not much, and although I should be proud, I keep telling people, it's not much...But it's a small step in the good direction and that's what matters.
My life has been on the bad road in a bad direction so long, so finally it takes a step in the right direction.
So I have one job, and more interviews my way...
I was talking to a friend of mine, who insisted she was proud of me..."Why ?" I asked , "It's only a part time job", to which she replied, "Yeah but you didn't give up" and she was right. I could of ran home, but I didn't. I hung in there and continue to keep pushing on, and now that I think about it, I don't think theres nothing I can't do, because I refuse to give up...