Blast from the Past
Something weird happened - my cell phone rang.
ok, ok, that's not weird. Anyway, Mikey from California called me. Yea, he was apparently on a road trip or something. I didn't get to really talk to him since Janelle just woke up from a nap and was screamin' for food, but it was a nice short little chat nonetheless. Makes me think about possibly visiting California next year. Hmm, maybe spend a week there or something with Janelle. I have vacation now at work (PAID Vacation, WOOT) and three floater holidays (PAID TOO!!!) so we'll just have to see. Its all depends on how much money I have.
Bah, I dunno if I can do this school thing, work, and take care of Janelle all at the same time. I'm stressed out and as much as Summer Semester is short... its a lot of information in a short amount of time. I'm taking the fall off. Too much stress when Janelle is still so young. Maybe the spring semester? I'm so behind in school... I've never been behind... when will I finish my degree? How long will it take me? Will I be able to do school and work and take care of a kid on my own?
I was trying to sleep, but my mind is just racing with a possible plan of what the future holds and of what to do about it. I hope the HOPE scholarship doesn't end on me or else I'll have no money to go to school with. Advice for those out there: Stay single and mooch off your family as long as possible because the big life isn't so great. The grass is NOT greener on the other side... I put up with the crap around here because I know that there is no grass on the other side, its just dirt... and rocks is I'm lucky.
§ Melly §
ok, ok, that's not weird. Anyway, Mikey from California called me. Yea, he was apparently on a road trip or something. I didn't get to really talk to him since Janelle just woke up from a nap and was screamin' for food, but it was a nice short little chat nonetheless. Makes me think about possibly visiting California next year. Hmm, maybe spend a week there or something with Janelle. I have vacation now at work (PAID Vacation, WOOT) and three floater holidays (PAID TOO!!!) so we'll just have to see. Its all depends on how much money I have.
Bah, I dunno if I can do this school thing, work, and take care of Janelle all at the same time. I'm stressed out and as much as Summer Semester is short... its a lot of information in a short amount of time. I'm taking the fall off. Too much stress when Janelle is still so young. Maybe the spring semester? I'm so behind in school... I've never been behind... when will I finish my degree? How long will it take me? Will I be able to do school and work and take care of a kid on my own?
I was trying to sleep, but my mind is just racing with a possible plan of what the future holds and of what to do about it. I hope the HOPE scholarship doesn't end on me or else I'll have no money to go to school with. Advice for those out there: Stay single and mooch off your family as long as possible because the big life isn't so great. The grass is NOT greener on the other side... I put up with the crap around here because I know that there is no grass on the other side, its just dirt... and rocks is I'm lucky.
§ Melly §