what happen to them?

[mellymooo]

i was reading roo's entries and i really missed the old days back home.
everything was easier then, having to live your own life
enjoying things the way things were.
i'm just a bit tired actually, of having to actually deliberately remind myself about
what not to do and what to do.
it feels like i'm perpetually living in the shadow of people's life
its just feels like it'll never be good enough no matter what happens
and i'm currently at a loss at how to break out of this cycle
i just wish i could start afresh somewhere else
but running away is always the easiest and yet most unprobable option
oh well.