Jul 01, 2006 20:06
So it is the beginning of a new month, and Ive started yet another goal.
I wont say what it is, because people have the tendency to judge. Its not like they can help it....just happens. I do it too. No ones perfect.
I say this because Ive realized that my faults/insecurities have gotten the best of me. I see in in my actions, in the things I say and how I take on responsibilities.
I always have so many things on my mind, but I dont do anything about it. I act like things are always going to work themselves out, while i wait and hope for the best.
Im leaving a lot behind....people, memories, thoughts, friends...all that. Im doing it because its time for a change. I didnt used to be a fan of change, but now I welcome it. Change promotes growth.
What sucks is that I get hurt a lot. God has blessed me with a very soft spirit. I feel the need to help people, even if they dont want me to. I don't care. Life is too short to be worried about what people think of you. If you want something, go after it.
I think this month will be a good one. After all, its time for things to get better, since the previous months have been such a letdown.
Time to quit feelin sorry for myself...Ive got too many blessings in store to worry about anything.
Later kidz =)