"Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?"
So it seems that Ive been pretty deep in thought lately. Just about everything....lots of those thoughts made me think "what if?" The possibilities are endless and sometimes not so great but Ive learned to rely on my faith, and i can remember a time when i didnt do that.
This week i will be tested for my associate's degree and really its getting to me as the big day draws closer. I have to make a plated dessert(twice) and 4 types of petit fours in 5 hours....may not seem like a lot but trust me time flies during those tests. Since this is the most important one, Ive been overthinking everything. I know its not good to worry, and I have no reason to....idk i guess ill just have to chill out. Tomorrow Ill be at school most of my day practicing so hopefully ill be feeling better after that.
A lil piece of my mind...
So you're still on my mind
And there's nothing I can do,
It's like hearing my favorite song
Yet I still feel so blue.
Sometimes I have the sweetest thoughts
Of those days with just you and I,
But then there were those times
When it felt like we were living a lie.
Some days I wonder how you're doing
Are you better off without me?
I can only hope you are doing better,
Because then I wouldn't feel so guilty.
Why do the days seem so long?
Like I'm waiting for you to tell me,
That I wont ever lose you
And really, we were meant to be.
Guess we'll just have to go along
With whatever comes our way
But if anything just remember
That my love for you will always stay~
Goodnight =)
This week i will be tested for my associate's degree and really its getting to me as the big day draws closer. I have to make a plated dessert(twice) and 4 types of petit fours in 5 hours....may not seem like a lot but trust me time flies during those tests. Since this is the most important one, Ive been overthinking everything. I know its not good to worry, and I have no reason to....idk i guess ill just have to chill out. Tomorrow Ill be at school most of my day practicing so hopefully ill be feeling better after that.
A lil piece of my mind...
So you're still on my mind
And there's nothing I can do,
It's like hearing my favorite song
Yet I still feel so blue.
Sometimes I have the sweetest thoughts
Of those days with just you and I,
But then there were those times
When it felt like we were living a lie.
Some days I wonder how you're doing
Are you better off without me?
I can only hope you are doing better,
Because then I wouldn't feel so guilty.
Why do the days seem so long?
Like I'm waiting for you to tell me,
That I wont ever lose you
And really, we were meant to be.
Guess we'll just have to go along
With whatever comes our way
But if anything just remember
That my love for you will always stay~
Goodnight =)