Nov 02, 2005 20:46
well today has been crazy. school was so horrible. cheerleading here lately...ruins my day. this year is ridiculous. no one at austin supports cheerleading. and no one understands how it feels to not get to cheer your last basketball season of your senior year. i mean no offense, but austin cheerleading has always been our life and weve always been pretty good and now we get these girls to represent us. it just hurts. its like new basketball players who have played like one year coming in and taking over the seniors starting position. and maybe that does sound corny and stupid but thats how we feel and its just so unfair. i wish we could do something about it but after today it looks like theres no hope. i just wish someone understoood. hopefully, the basketball cheerleaders will work hard and do well. thats the least they could do. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! it makes me so mad! anyways...
I NEED A JOB! i dunno why i cant ever find a job. every place i apply, isnt hiring. or something stupid happens and it doesnt work out. i jsut want a job cause i have a lot of free time now and i want money. haha..im applying for bath and body works tomorrow so maybe that will work out.
back to cheerleading. im sure no one wants to hear about it but oh well. i miss my bestest friends that i never get to see anymore cause i dont go to 7th period. its so weird just leaving at 2. i dont get to see crystal and jordan anymore at all cause i never used to see them before 7th and now i dont go to 7th. :( i always couldnt wait to get to go home after 6th and now that i do i realize how much i miss seeing all those girls. theyve been my best friends since like 9th grade and i miss them!!!!
on a brighter note...i cant wait to go visit colleges this weekend. im so ready to make my decision and maybe this weekend will help. saturday im visiting una, and then monday im visiting auburn!!! yayayaya!! i cant wait. college is so exciting. i just love it!
sleepytime. goodnight guys! love you! muah!
-melissa