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I guess with time, I'm seeing it as part of growing up.
Don't set yourself up for a letdown.
I spent so many years fighting the circumstances, trying to find good, trying to quietly get along. And then I realised that if I stop caring as much, it gets better. It's really okay not to question the aspects you don't understand. Maybe somewhere along the way, answers will come. If not, then so be it. I need to stop harping. And start living.
If plans don't work out, start a new path.
No matter how much time I spend scrutinising, I still can't decide if it's right. But like always, it will take time. I will need time. And with new ventures for the upcoming year, I think it's safe to say my year will be occupied.
I am still the insecure person I was from years ago. I am still a tad naive with my feelings, fearful of taking big steps, afraid of opening up. On a bigger scale, I can feel my prior goals turning into dust. So I can only hope that it gets better from here. I need it to.
Goodness I am so glad 2013 is ending.