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It has been over a month since my last post. I really should do this more often. Not much has changed. Well it has and it hasnt. School and work are still going as well as can be expected. My parents are separating and well at least I dont live there. Emotionally I have stabalized alot. This is good. The one main thing that has changed is I think that I may be falling in the L-word. And no, I dont mean falling into the spell of lust. I am ok that physically things are being kept to a slower pace. It is really working well for me. Sure I want it, but that isnt what everything is being based on. I think that it is ok to think of it in terms of love. Why you may question. It is because I have loved him for a long time. Sure it was a friendship thing, but it still adds to it. I cna say for the first time in a long time that life is good. Even with all the other stuff going on, I still think that. He makes me happy. I am myself with him. I guess I just want it to work to. THe odd thing is there are no doubts. I dont doubt things with him. Why is it that my LJ is where I put all this. All i want to do is gush. I mean i know he isn't perfect, but who is? and yes even though we went out on a very nice and very simple date and he did manage to push my buttons things still went well. Sigh. Anyways I have to go to bed because the sex show is this weekend and i dont want to get there before all the good stuff is gone. Good night.