I dont know why, but I miss him...
The weird thing is we never went on more than a couple of dates, but I miss the way he would give me a hug and innocently kiss me goodnight. Well maybe not that innocently, but it always seemed blissful. Even the way he has chased me for the past year and a half, although I really hurt him the first time around. No real excuse other than I was young and broken. It is too bad he lives out of town. Yes, I do get to see him every other week or so and I can call if something happens. And if I need to talk, he will listen, not giving advice unless asked for, not putting me down for my feelings, and genuinely caring about what I have to say. And it has always been like that. He has come out on top for back scratching the way I like it, and just sleeping in the same bed as him is amazing. It was such a sad moment when we realized it wasn't going to work unless we could be nearer to each other. But he called me today just to let me know he was thinking of me and I think that is one of the reasons I miss him so much. He will do the little things and always has. He sent me my only valentine by means of a text message. It was the thought that counted especially because I was dating someone at the time. Sad isn't it? I have come to realize that I do love him, not is some superficial puppy love kind of way, but in a way that will be there no matter what course our relationship takes.
I just wanted to let someone know.
I just wanted to let someone know.