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Sep 21, 2006 20:07

Waneka Love: crack head!
gazelleLqueen: there's a bunch of colleges coming to school and it's driving me crazy!!

Waneka Love: colleges?
Waneka Love: ewww
Waneka Love: thats gross! lol
Waneka Love: i can kill them for you? would you like that?
gazelleLqueen: no, cause i still need some of them
Waneka Love: oh...that sucks
Waneka Love: i was looking forward to that
Waneka Love: gosh you take the fun outta everything
gazelleLqueen: sorry babygirl.
Waneka Love: how was school today ma?
gazelleLqueen: it was alright,.. i have a huge fucking pimple right on the top of my lip and it looks like a fucking coldsore and it's annoying
gazelleLqueen: and the worst part, i never get pimples and when i finally do, it has to be in that perfect place!
gazelleLqueen: i take to gavin sometimes and it hurts but i want to talk to him.. we have three classes together
gazelleLqueen: and believe it or not.. athena talks to me.. like she wants to be my friend
Waneka Love: awww you poor thing..that sucks dude. when i get those kinds of zits...i just stay home ! hahaha
Waneka Love: ewww
gazelleLqueen: she makes these faces at me, like, yael, i wanna be your friend again
gazelleLqueen: heh
Waneka Love: that whore whats to be your friend
gazelleLqueen: uh huh
Waneka Love: woman...if you be her friend again...i will kill you
gazelleLqueen: and then there is this freshman girl that isaiah jumped on the 1st day of school and they go out .
Waneka Love: eww they do? i thought he was still with joy?
Waneka Love: wtf
Waneka Love: ewww school went to shit1
Waneka Love: !*
Waneka Love: are you gonna be her friend again?
gazelleLqueen: they broke up because joi cheated on him with a girlly
Waneka Love: WHAAAAAAAAAT
Waneka Love: a girl?
Waneka Love: whhhaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Waneka Love: ahhh i didnt know she got down like that
gazelleLqueen: uh huh
Waneka Love: thats kinda funny
gazelleLqueen: with athena.. i can talk to her.. but i can never ever be friends with her again
gazelleLqueen: gavin, there's a possibility, because i know who he is.. but her, never, ever, ever.
Waneka Love: oh wow.
Waneka Love: i saw screw them all and beat them with a stick
gazelleLqueen: yeah
gazelleLqueen: i have to tell you something.. besides i love you.
Waneka Love: oh well i love you more so AHHHH HA!
Waneka Love: but yes my love...tell me tell me. dont keep me waiting
gazelleLqueen: today, it's like i had this crazy realization that, holy shit, i'm a junior in high school, when did this happen, holy shit, i'm at a meeting for a college, when did this happen, i'm taking the psats in a month, when did this happen.. all this shit and growing up makes me a little sad..
gazelleLqueen: i know.. it's scary.. to know that you have been on this earth for 16 yrs and you used to be a little kid with no responsibilities or obligations and nothing to worry about... i wanna be a kid again..
gazelleLqueen: i'm not ready..
gazelleLqueen: okie.. i'm going crazy
Waneka Love: awww baby, i know how you feel i felt like that too but it too me a while to really feel it...but i feel like that now and i feel like i wasted my life just fucking around all these years. so all i can tell you is take this year VERY seriously, do what you need to do NOW and dont wait, dont take a second look...just go go go and do do do...life is gonna pass you by before you know like it did for me and here i am sitting here wishing i knew what i wanted to do with my life
Waneka Love: you dont wanna get outta high school and feel like a bum and not do anything with yourself. this year is gonna be scary and its gonna be hard for you but just know that you have a great bunch of people there with you! if its your friendws, your family, hey maybe even some teachers...you still have people to back you up on everything you do! just make sure that you push to get what you want because no one is gonna just give it to you.
Waneka Love: my teachers all just let me do whatever i wanted and i thought it was cool at first but now i look back and wich that they pushed me harder and made me do all the work i should have done. but i am still blessed to know that i did do some things right. i just dont want you to make the same mistakes that i did and i know i sound like a parent right now and im only 18 but come on...i fucked up and i dont want you to feel sad anymore about life.
gazelleLqueen: i love you.... whenever i feel like that.. i will think of your words.
gazelleLqueen: better yet.
gazelleLqueen: i'm printing them out
Waneka Love: lol
gazelleLqueen: and keeping them with me all the time
Waneka Love: awww your the best!
Waneka Love: i love you too mama! i just would hate to see you sad and worring about the things yet to come
gazelleLqueen: i know.. and i will try for you baby.
gazelleLqueen: it's hard sometimes though.
Waneka Love: i know ma, but you gotta take things one at a time, dont look at everything at once. sometimes you gotta step back and break it down. take the most important thing and the hardest thing and stay with that, then when your done with all of that then you need to step down and take the next THING
Waneka Love: my mistake was i looked at everything all together and never took the time to break it into pieces, i was just mad all the time. when we were in high school i was just pissed off at everything and i didnt wanna calm down, now look at me...i'm still mad at the world! hahaha. just think things through and breath ma.
gazelleLqueen: i love you.. fuck, you should be like, an inspirational speaker.
gazelleLqueen: you can be like one of the people that comes to our school once a yr
Waneka Love: lol hahahaha yeah right! i would just scream at all the little fuckers and tell them they suck and should go kill themselves
Waneka Love: i only tell the good shit to the people i love and care about
gazelleLqueen: haha
gazelleLqueen: like me!!
Waneka Love: yeaaaah! lol
Waneka Love: hahahaha
gazelleLqueen: yaya
Waneka Love: i just dont want my baby to be sad anymore. your too beautiful to be sad all the time
gazelleLqueen: stop it.
gazelleLqueen: you're gonna make me cry.
Waneka Love: oooh dont cry ma...i just love you so much and i have missed you too pieces, i dont ever want anything bad to come your way
Waneka Love: we may not see each other everyday like we used too but i still gotta do all that i can to make sure that i can keep you as safe as i can even if you gotta make your own mistakes and do your own thing
Waneka Love: i care about you so much because you are the only person that i have ever loved and really felt it. i have my best friends but i cant love them the way i love you, i have had boyfriends but i could never love them the way that i love you. you've never hurt me before and you have always been there for me. i could never let that go.
gazelleLqueen: i have to see you.
gazelleLqueen: and i can't this fucking weekend..
gazelleLqueen: fuck!
Waneka Love: i tell you all the time that if i could i would have married you by now, and im not kidding i would
Waneka Love: oh dont worry about it. we'll see each other soon.
Waneka Love: this weekend is bad for me anyways. so maybe next weekend or something
gazelleLqueen: WOULD YOU REALLY MARRYME?
Waneka Love: of course i would
Waneka Love: i really love you damn it. your not just my best friend, your the love of my life...there is no replacing that.
gazelleLqueen: i'm your soulmate and you're mine.
gazelleLqueen: i love you.
Waneka Love: i love you too sweetheart
Waneka Love: i just want you to know that if you ever need anything i would want you to feel free to come to me. you can always call me no matter what time it is. my cell is always with me, even when i sleep. so dont worry about that
gazelleLqueen: good baby.
gazelleLqueen: what is your e-mail.. i wanna send you something funny
Waneka Love: wanekalove@aol.com
Waneka Love: omg that crap is soooo true! lol
gazelleLqueen: baby, i love you and thank you for all your amazing words
Waneka Love: ooh i love you too ma! anything for you!
gazelleLqueen: you're an amazing person and i hope for that, that you will always be in my life.
gazelleLqueen: BUT~!~~
gazelleLqueen: i gotta do homework now
gazelleLqueen: hah
Waneka Love: lol okay babe! go work your cute booty off!
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