under the weather
So before I bitch about life now.....TEXAS WAS AWESOME!!!! I missed Matt so bad and it was so amazing to see him and hold him and kiss him whenever I wanted (which was pretty much ALL THE TIME) and see his smile and listen to his giggle. I love him so friggin much it's ridiculous. I've never wanted to give up anything in my life just to be with someone, until I met Matt. I would do anything to be with him and go anywhere he was if it meant that I got to be with him. I can't wait to marry him and be with him all the time except for when he goes to the field for 30+ days at a time or whatever but 30 days is nothing compared to what I'm doing now...months at a time.
And just so I can get this outta the way....the sex is WOW to say the least. I know some of you are like, "spare me the details...." but seriously WOW.....that boy is sooooo good at what he does! As long as he's doin it with me....only me :)
But anyways....now on to the real world. I owe this fucking school money still...money that I...BIG FAT DON'T HAVE! So I'm trying to get a loan but I don't have a valid co-signer. I will find one tho...trust me. even if I have to make one up or use Jesus I will. lol Do you think Jesus has had a full time job and good credit for the last 2 years? I'm gonna go with yes. If only I knew his SSN....damn
But yeah, that's life now.
Until next time.....get Jesus' SSN for me and let me know ASAP!
And just so I can get this outta the way....the sex is WOW to say the least. I know some of you are like, "spare me the details...." but seriously WOW.....that boy is sooooo good at what he does! As long as he's doin it with me....only me :)
But anyways....now on to the real world. I owe this fucking school money still...money that I...BIG FAT DON'T HAVE! So I'm trying to get a loan but I don't have a valid co-signer. I will find one tho...trust me. even if I have to make one up or use Jesus I will. lol Do you think Jesus has had a full time job and good credit for the last 2 years? I'm gonna go with yes. If only I knew his SSN....damn
But yeah, that's life now.
Until next time.....get Jesus' SSN for me and let me know ASAP!