Dec 09, 2006 16:28
well life has certainly thrown me a curveball.
and evidentally im not too good at baseball.
didnt get into uf.
been visiting my grandfather every day.
he's dying.
getting sick from all the crying.
i dont know what im going to do, really.
this is goodbye to my dreams.
goodbye to my plans.
goodbye to my grandfather.
goodbye to leon.
goodbye to my ideals.
i really dont understand it.
but i guess everything happens for a reason?
i just cant seem to understand what this one could be.
whatever.
im posting this to get it off my mind, not for everyones sympathy..
so dont feel obligated to send me an awkward "omg im so sorry for you"
im sorry too.
congrats to those who got in.
congrats to those who get to do what they want in life.
congrats to all the people who got lucky.
affirmative action can kiss my ass.
PEACE OUT!