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my grandmas dying.
and some how i feel like it's my fault.
This is all very fucked up.
I don't want her to die,but everyone has to go sometime.
I don't like crying anymore.
They all just lied to her and told her she was ok.
She has a year with us, but i think it will be cut short.
She's my inspiration every time i cook, she the reason why i want to cook.
She's been the best grandma, Even if she wasn't around most of the time i know i have something of hers in me.
New people come old people die.
and some how i feel like it's my fault.
This is all very fucked up.
I don't want her to die,but everyone has to go sometime.
I don't like crying anymore.
They all just lied to her and told her she was ok.
She has a year with us, but i think it will be cut short.
She's my inspiration every time i cook, she the reason why i want to cook.
She's been the best grandma, Even if she wasn't around most of the time i know i have something of hers in me.
New people come old people die.