yeah .. life.

[mellonandorange]

things couldnt get more fucked up, and i couldnt get any happier. really. im sitting in the room with the people i think will save me from this hell of a life im in. i sware. like tonight ken picked me up i listened to him sing and then me and dave are going to sharon zhanges and thats so sweet. and 2 morrow.. who cares? all i no is im not gonna keep doping shit and being with the people who just in the end eff me over.. this weekend i get to see my best friedns and im stoked. and soon.. ( 32days) its christmas and i get to candice. last night chris called me for the first time n months but im not sweatin it.. so.. its straight im in my world and hes in his. just cuz he picke dup the phone im not gonna jsut drop everything.. things are looking uo for me and soon i get to go snowboarding .. so itss all good in the hood. wow. im corny as all hell.. oh yeah i just wanna say thanks to all my friends who stand by me. i heart each and every one of you <3 soo much love.. call my cellular. i need some lovin'

<3 play-dough <3

*i can still feel the tingles*