Holy Shit an Update?!?!?!11111!!!!!

[melloman18]

So yeah I'm gonna give you a brief run down considering its been about 4 or 5 months or so. I'm alright, I'm actually happy for once in my life. The good thing is that I'm happy without a girlfriend or any of that B.S. The bad news is I'm failing two classes and I don't even care anymore. Those two classes are physics classes and Physics is currently my major but I've decided to switch majors to psych. I do miss my friends though. I miss all you mofos it makes me sad knowing I haven't talked to most of you in awhile. Anyway I have no worries, worst case scenario I fail out of college but ya know what so what. I dont want a conventional life. I want to live my life my way and I would enjoy myself if that was the case. I'll work hard if that's what I want but I won't work hard just because that's what I think I have to do. What else can I say.

Does anyone still read this? Does anyone still care? Is lj still a place for angsty emo boys and girls? Should I change my journals name to cheer up emo kid? Hey so what would happen if I subleased an apartment this summer in worcester with some people? Wouldn't that rock?

I hate being an RA all the kids I have are privileged little fucks. They deserve to get taught some respect but they fear nothing. Some of them are already on Pro 1 and it's not even december yet. I don't get it.

Anyway what can I say that's profound? Live your life like it's your last. 'cause guess what? it is.