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As the summer continues, I find myself withdrawing from drum corps more and more...almost to the point that I don't wanna march next year. I had all these plans, spend another year at Bucs to get better, then march Cadets for 2 years and age out. After that maybe start teaching somewhere, maybe Surf or Bucs. Now I have to drag myself to corps on the weekends. The only thing that stops me from quiting is the fact that I don't wanna let down the other 127 people in the corps...and my mom would kill me cause I'm paid off (Don't get me wrong, I still work my ass off to get better.) I can't listen to it anymore. I haven't listened to a drum corps show since I saw the Cadets live in Hershey...something I used to do practically 24 hours a day...What's happening to me?