I Will End This (Less angsty version)
Title: I Will End This (Less angsty version)
Rating: PG-13
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Puck/Kurt
Genre: Angst
Warning: mentions of suicide
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: Do not own, which is probably a good thing
Author Notes: sequel to It Should Have Been Me because people wanted it. And me being me, I wrote an angsty version and a less angsty version.
Summary: The title kinda says it all
Word Count: 396
He sounded so weak.
and it’s all because of you
I need to make it better
so, make it you
How?
you almost took his life, so take yours
But
No one will miss you
Kurt
Will be better off with you gone
Mom
won’t need to worry about whether or not her son will get another girl pregnant
They wont miss me?
No, they wont. No one will
They’d be better off without me
If you really loved them, you’d get out of their lives
I can’t
Fine. Go back to Kurt. Just don’t be surprised when all you see in his eyes is hate
I-
Or, maybe he’ll look at you with nothing but love because he thinks you saved him
Yes
But how will you be able to look at him knowing you’re lying to him about what happened?
I couldn’t
Then why try? Why go back to the hospital? Go home and end this
I need to end this
Yes. Go home and into your father’s old closet
I will end this
Good boy. Hurry Home
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I need to end this
And your out is in your father’s old closet.
Where mom keeps dad’s gun?
Yes. Your father finally did something right
It’s cold
But perfect for what you need
It’ll hurt
No. Do it right and you wont feel a thing
I’m scared
I’m sure Kurt was too when he saw the tree
Kurt
Will be better off with you gone
I’ll end it to make Kurt’s life better
Point the gun at your temple
I need to end this
Pull the trigger
I have to end this.
Pull the trigger
I can’t
Think of how you hurt Kurt. His life will be better without you
I need to do this
“Noah?”
Mom?
Ignore her and pull the trigger
“Noah, what are you doing?”
“I need to end this.”
“No baby. Not like this.”
Kurt needs you to end this
“I need to end this for Kurt.”
“He wouldn’t want it to end like this.”
“Mom, I’m scared.”
“I know baby but I’m here. I’m here.”
Push her away and pull the trigger
“I need help.”
You need to end this!
“We’ll get you help. I promise.”
You don’t deserve help. You hurt Kurt on purpose! You deserve to die
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay baby. Everything will be okay.”
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Author's Note:
Angsty Version
Rating: PG-13
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Puck/Kurt
Genre: Angst
Warning: mentions of suicide
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: Do not own, which is probably a good thing
Author Notes: sequel to It Should Have Been Me because people wanted it. And me being me, I wrote an angsty version and a less angsty version.
Summary: The title kinda says it all
Word Count: 396
He sounded so weak.
and it’s all because of you
I need to make it better
so, make it you
How?
you almost took his life, so take yours
But
No one will miss you
Kurt
Will be better off with you gone
Mom
won’t need to worry about whether or not her son will get another girl pregnant
They wont miss me?
No, they wont. No one will
They’d be better off without me
If you really loved them, you’d get out of their lives
I can’t
Fine. Go back to Kurt. Just don’t be surprised when all you see in his eyes is hate
I-
Or, maybe he’ll look at you with nothing but love because he thinks you saved him
Yes
But how will you be able to look at him knowing you’re lying to him about what happened?
I couldn’t
Then why try? Why go back to the hospital? Go home and end this
I need to end this
Yes. Go home and into your father’s old closet
I will end this
Good boy. Hurry Home
~~~---~~~
I need to end this
And your out is in your father’s old closet.
Where mom keeps dad’s gun?
Yes. Your father finally did something right
It’s cold
But perfect for what you need
It’ll hurt
No. Do it right and you wont feel a thing
I’m scared
I’m sure Kurt was too when he saw the tree
Kurt
Will be better off with you gone
I’ll end it to make Kurt’s life better
Point the gun at your temple
I need to end this
Pull the trigger
I have to end this.
Pull the trigger
I can’t
Think of how you hurt Kurt. His life will be better without you
I need to do this
“Noah?”
Mom?
Ignore her and pull the trigger
“Noah, what are you doing?”
“I need to end this.”
“No baby. Not like this.”
Kurt needs you to end this
“I need to end this for Kurt.”
“He wouldn’t want it to end like this.”
“Mom, I’m scared.”
“I know baby but I’m here. I’m here.”
Push her away and pull the trigger
“I need help.”
You need to end this!
“We’ll get you help. I promise.”
You don’t deserve help. You hurt Kurt on purpose! You deserve to die
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay baby. Everything will be okay.”
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Author's Note:
Angsty Version