Our life Could Be Taken From A Romance Novel (Part 2)
Title: Our Life Could Be Taken From A Romance Novel (Part 2)
Pairing: RDJude
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 4609
Summary: This is from this prompt at the sherlockkink
A/N: So, I've looked at the posts of what movie these two should be in and I figured why not. Although, this is them acting in a romantic movie, because the movie I made up isn't really a comedy. So I figured why not share... it's not my best work and I'm not sure if they are OOC. If they are then I'm so sorry! But, constructive criticism is love!
Part 1
You wake up to arms wrapped around you and your head resting on Robert’s chest. You remember showering and then coming out to see Robert sleeping on your bed. You take a few minutes to take in the sight or a shirtless Robert Downey Jr. sleeping on your bed. You’ve seen him like this before, many times but you love it all the same.
He mumbles something and you smile, you’ve missed seeing Robert so defenseless and innocent. With that thought, you crawl into bed, resting your head on his chest. His arms automatically wrap around you, pulling you closer to him. You close your eyes and just breathe in Robert’s scent. You find yourself drifting off into sleep within seconds.
“Morning.” Robert’s voice brings you out of your memory. He runs his hand through your hair and leaving it to rest on your cheek. “I always thought you looked gorgeous after just waking up.”
“Do you?” You turn your head and kiss his palm.
He lifts your chin up and places the softest of kisses on your lips. “Then again, I think you always look amazing.”
You know your cheeks are red and you can’t help the smile on your face. “Well, one of us must look good.”
He runs his thumb over your bottom lip. “I’ve missed this, missed you.”
You kiss the pad of his thumb. “Missed you too.”
You lower your head so you can rest it against his chest again. The two of you just lay there for a while not really caring about anything but each other. You didn’t want to ruin the moment but you had to know. “Why did you avoid me?”
You feel him take a deep breath and you think maybe you don’t want to know but then he starts talking before you can stop him. “I love Susan, she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I love her.” He runs his hand through your hair before continuing. “Then I met you. I still love her and will always love her. I just love you too.”
You place your hand over his heart. “Then why avoid me?”
He moved his hand so that it was over yours. “I didn’t want to hurt Susan and I thought that if I saw you as much as I wanted to, I’d end up hurting her and I really do love her.”
You chuckle at that. “I know. I see the way you look when talking about her.”
“Susan says the same thing when I talk about you. She knows how I feel about by the way. She knows I love you.”
You don’t know why but that makes you smile. “And she doesn’t care?”
“I’m supposed to ask if you’d like to join us one night.”
“I knew there was a reason I liked her.” Both of you start laughing and he wraps you up in a hug. “Oh and Robert, I love you too.”
“She’s lying to you.” You can’t believe Mark is telling you this. “She doesn’t love you.”
“What are you talking about? We love each other! Why can’t you accept that?” You place his coffee mug on the counter to keep you from throwing it at him.
“I can’t accept it because I know it isn’t true! She doesn’t care about you! All she cares about is getting this store.” His eyes narrow and you want to shiver at the hate in them. You aren’t use to fighting with him. In fact, this was the first real fight the two of you have ever had.
“The store? All she wants is this damn store? Then why the hell did she choose me? If she wanted this damn store she would have chosen you!” But she doesn’t want this store. You know she’d never do anything like that and besides, if she did want this stupid store, she’d go after him.
“She can’t go after me because I’m in love with you!”
You say nothing, you just stare at him as his words hit you. You knew that he was into guys but you didn’t know he was into you. This wasn’t supposed to happen, your best friend wasn’t supposed to love you the way you loved him. Wait, you didn’t love him, not like that. You loved Rachel; Rachel, not Mark.
You start slowly walking backwards towards the door. You can’t be near him anymore, you need to get out of here. “David.” You want to stay though. You want to ask him what he means and if he really does love you. “David, please.”
You shake your head, turning to leave. It was all too much and you had to go pick up Rachel.
“That was a lame fight.” You nod but you aren’t really paying attention. You’re too busy looking at your script, with a side-glance to your phone every once in awhile. “Why must you ignore me Judesie?”
You raise an eyebrow at him. “You’re like a child sometimes, do you know that.”
His smirk meant nothing good for you. “Wow Jude, I never knew you liked it like that.” He takes a step closer to where you are sitting on the bed. “I mean, if you wanted me to call you ‘daddy’ all you had to do was ask.”
He kneels on the bed and starts crawling towards you. “Rob, don’t start this now. We aren’t sure when they’re going to come get us for make-up and costumes. We probably don’t have enough time.”
When you look up from your script you see his face inches from yours. “There’s always time for kissing.”
You start to protest but then he’s kissing you, his hands running down your sides and you forget what you were going to complain about. Then there’s a knock on your trailer door and Robert groans as he pulls away from you.
“Mr. Law, they’re ready for you in make-up.” Someone says from outside the door.
“Be right out.” You give Robert a quick kiss before moving out from under him and towards the door. “Sorry love, maybe tonight.”
You see him smile before you leave and you can’t help but smile too, your relationship with Robert was finally getting better.
You couldn’t believe it. Mark was right and you had yelled at him. The only one who was always there for you. He was someone you could tell anything, good or bad, and he’d smile and tell you his thoughts, whether you wanted them or not. The one who you could truly be yourself with; He didn’t judge you, didn’t question you, he just let you be you and loved you for it. He was your best friend. He was the guy you’d do anything for and now he’s gone. You need him back.
You know the adult thing to do would be to go talk to Mark but your body really didn’t want to get out of bed. You look for your phone to call him but remember you threw it a wall when you found out about what Rachel really wanted out of you. So, you decided to just lie in your bed and try to sleep but every time you close your eyes all you see is Mark. You remember yelling at him and treating him like dirt. How you treated the man you love as trash. Wait, how you treated the man you love as trash. The man you love.
You quickly sit up, making yourself slightly dizzy. You need to see him and talk to him. You needed him. You loved him and you needed to tell him.
You dress in whatever you find first, which turns out to be a pair of jeans and his shirt. His scent is on the shirt and that just pushes you to go find him. It’s past 2 in the morning so instead of going to the bookstore you head straight to the floor above you and knock on his door.
You wait about ten seconds before knocking again. You’re about to knock a third time but a grumpy Mark finally opens the door. “Who the hell-“ He stops as soon as he sees you.
You both stare at each other for a few seconds before you kiss him. It doesn’t feel how you thought it would. Instead, it feels right, as if he was made perfect for you.
He doesn’t hesitate in kissing you back but as soon as your tongue touches his lips he pulls away. “What are you doing?”
“I love you. It’s always been you. I just didn’t figure that out right away but you’re the one who I care about. The one who understands me and doesn’t judge me. The one who listens to me without judging me, who sits up late with me and eats pizza when I can’t sleep. You make me happy when I’m sad, make me laugh when I’ve had a bad day and then I screwed it up. I’m sorry. Please forgive me and please don’t leave me. I don’t think I could live without you. These last few weeks, I walked past that damn bookstore everyday just to see if you were in there because I wanted, needed, to see you. I love you.” You take a deep breath as you look into those brown eyes of his. “I love you.” You repeat.
He says nothing. Instead chooses to press his lips to yours again. “I love you too.”
“Well guys. That’s a wrap. We’re done.” Anne smiled at the two of you, who still had your arms around each other. “You two were great and it was an honor working with you! Now all that ‘s left to do is interviews and premieres.”
Robert moves so that he’s facing Anne but has his hand on the small of your back. “My favorite part!”
You scoff at that and whisper “You only like them because you get to touch me like in an intimate way with thousands of people watching.”
He smiles, which causes you to smile too. “You know me so well!”
“You are my Rubber Ducky Jr.”
His expression softens and he looks like he does when he talks to Susan. “And you my Judesie.”
“Would you guys get a room already?” You blush as you realize you and Robert had just been staring at each other, in the middle of a crowded set.
Robert starts laughing. “Why of course my dear Anne! How silly of us.” He turns towards you, removing his arm from your back. “You heard the lady Jude, let’s go find us a room!”
You never were able to resist Robert and his laugh. “My trailer, or yours?”
“Mine’s closer, so yours.” Robert winks at Anne. “That way we can make more noise.”
“Just don’t mark him too much Robert, we still need you two to be and look presentable.” Anne is laughing and you bet she thinks this is all a joke. The part that she didn’t know was that the look in Robert’s eye meant that he was already planning out what he wanted to do to you.
“My dear Anne, that’s what scarf’s are for.” With that said, he put his arm around your shoulder and started walking towards your trailer. He looked over at you and smiled. “Besides, I like my Judesie in a scarf.” He leans in so that you can feel his breath on your ear. “It lets me pull him in for a kiss without actually touching him, not that I mind touching him. If I had the choice, I’d never let him go.”
You shiver at how close he is and how hot his breath is against your ear. This only spurs him to continue. “Plus, I can pull the scarf tight around his neck because I know he loves having me inside him while he can barely breathe.”
“Robert.” Your voice sounds shaky and you know he loves it. “This needs to wait until we are behind locked doors because if you keep this up everyone here is going to get a show.”
He pulls away from you but keeps his arm around you. “Have it your way Judesie. We’ll wait but just so you know.” His hand tightens on your shoulder. “As soon as that door is locked, you’re mine.”
~~~---~~~
It took way too long, in your opinion, to get to your trailer but as soon as the door was locked, Robert kept his promise. As soon as he clicked the lock he had you, pressed against a wall and his hands where everywhere. His mouth was on yours, only pulling away to lift your t-shirt over your head followed by him pulling his t-shirt over his head. Then his mouth was on your neck, doing exactly what Anne had told him not to do. His hand started undoing your pants and you shudder from what you know is soon to come. It’s been too long since you’ve felt him in you and you’ve missed that feeling.
He’s slowly leading you to the small bed and you don’t hesitate to follow him. The back of your knees hit the bed and you fall onto your back. You move up the bed so that your head is resting on your pillow. You watch as he crawls over you, kissing parts of your body as he comes closer. A kiss to each of your knees, one on your hips, a kiss over your navel, a kiss on each of your nipples, a kiss on your neck and one on your chin but stops and hovers over your lips.
“Jude, stay with me.” His hand is on you and you can’t help but moan. “You with me?” He moves so that his mouth is almost touching yours and when he talks his lips brush yours. “Judesie.”
Before you think about it you crash your lips to his and there is nothing kind about it. The kiss brings back memories of rushed moments between takes hiding behind trailers because one of you couldn’t wait to feel the other.
“Jude.” His voice is deep and the things that voice does to you. “You aren’t allowed to think about anything but now.” You gasp as a slick finger slips into you. “Understand?”
You slowly nod as he starts moving his finger, which is soon joined by a second. It hurts but you don’t say anything because he’s done this before and you love the feeling you get once his fingers are gone and he’s inside you. Except now there are three fingers and you can’t wait.
“Robert, please, I need-“ You’re cut off by his lips against yours once more but this time it’s soft and loving.
His fingers are gone and then his cock is pressing against your entrance and you hiss at the thought of the pleasure that’s soon to come. He’s pressing into you but it isn’t fast enough; it isn’t enough, you need more of him.
“Robert.” Then he’s completely in you but he doesn’t move and it’s driving you crazy. “Robert, please move.” So he does and you moan at the feeling of him moving in and out of you. Then his hand is around your cock, pumping it at the same past as his thrusts.
He moves slightly and that thrusts hit that spot inside of you that has you chanting his name. After awhile his name becomes nonsense words, which soon turn into sounds. You don’t care if the workers outside hear you, it’s been far too long since you and Robert have done this and you’ve missed it. Then his hand is on your neck and he’s squeezing, softly at first but you beg for him to squeeze harder and he complies without complaint.
You start to get dizzy from the lack of air and you know you’re close. You’re pushed over the edge when Robert leans down and tightening his grip on your neck a little title whispers in your ear. “Judesie.” He follows soon after and you love the feeling of his release inside of you.
He pulls out of you and you feel empty but then he’s lying next to you. He wraps his arms around you and you fit so easily against him. It was like you were made for him.
He kisses your forehead. “I love you Jude.”
You smile and snuggle closer to him. “Love you too.”
~~~---~~~
“I like you in that scarf.” You look up to see a fully dressed and ready to go Robert sitting on your bed smiling at you.
“Do you like it because of how I look in it or,” You check your reflection in the mirror one last time before moving to put on your shoes. “because you know what’s hidden under the scarf?”
Robert moves so that his upper half is lying on the bed. “Do I have to choose?”
You sit next to Robert so you can put on your shoes. “I suppose not.”
“Good!” His arms are around your waist and he’s pulling you so that you are lying next to him on the bed. “Now, what say we get you undressed!”
“Robert.” You know what’s going to happen if you don’t get out of his hold and off the bed. “I just finished getting dressed and we have to leave soon.”
“We can be late.” He starts to unwrap the scarf around your neck. You can’t let this continue but then his mouth is on your neck, adding new marks to the ones that still linger from the night before.
With a sigh of Defeat, you roll so that you are lying on top of him. “If we get in trouble,” you kiss his forehead. “It’s on your head.”
He smiles as he pulls on the scarf, to pull you closer to him. “I can live with that.”
Your smile matches his as you take the ends of the scarf and wrap them around his neck so that the scarf is holding the two of you together. You lower your head and kiss him. “You know, I quite like this scarf.”
He chuckles as he runs his hand up the side of your leg. “ I like the person wearing the scarf more then I like the scarf though.”
“Oh?” You rest your chin on his chest. “Do you?”
“I do.” His hand comes to rest on your waist. “I mean have you seen me?”
You laugh as you start to stand up. “I have and I’ve seen better.”
He gasps and places his hand over his heart. “I’m hurt! You care more about someone else then you do about me?”
“I said I’ve seen better, not that I like someone better.” You give him your hand, which he takes and you pull him off the bed. “Although, sometimes, when you steal my clothes without asking, I like others better then you.”
He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him. “You love me in your clothes and you know it.”
You don’t disagree with him because you know it’d be pointless. Instead, you kiss him. “We should really be leaving. We have ten minutes to get to a place that’s thirty minutes away.”
He lets go of you and starts walking towards the door. “Then stop wasting time. I mean really, you were the one so insistent on trying to get me naked.”
You roll your eyes but can’t help but smile. “You’re right. I’m so sorry but I just can’t resist your body.”
He turns and you really want to punch that smirk off his face, or kiss it. “It’s my fault I suppose.”
He holds the door open for you and you nod a thank you. “Your fault?”
“Why yes my dear Judesie.” He walks besides you with his hand on the small of your back. “It’s my fault for being so damn sexy.”
You turn your head to look at him and laugh. “And I curse you for it daily.”
~~~---~~~
The ride to the interview wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. You haven’t gotten one phone call yelling at you for being late or asking where the hell you were. The car ride was actually quite peaceful, if only for the fact that you had been able to convince Robert to sing to you. Getting him to sing hadn’t even been that hard. All you had to do was rest your head on his shoulder, hold his hand and whisper the word please and he started singing.
You love his voice. It relaxes you and makes you smile. “I love you.”
You aren’t cure how but you know he’s smiling. “Love you too.”
He starts rubbing circles on your hand with his thumb and continues to sing. The feeling of his thumb combined with his voice really relaxes you and you find yourself slipping into unconsciousness.
You dream of him, you always dream of him, be it a good dream or a nightmare. He’s either smiling and pulling you closer or frowning and pushing you away. This dream was different though. He was just standing on front of you, a look of indifference on his face. He doesn’t say anything and you start to worry. You reach out for him but he ignores you, like you aren’t even there.
“Jude.” His voice pulls you out of your dream. “Come on baby, it’s time to wake up.”
You open yours eyes but don’t remove your head from his shoulder or let go of his hand. In fact, you tighten your hold. “Don’t leave.” You aren’t sure why you say it but you make no move to apologize or take it back.
He brings your joined hands up to his mouth and places a kiss on the back of yours. “Would never dream of it.”
You smile and finally sit up, but you don’t let go of his hand. He returns your smile and kisses your forehead. He gently pulls you out of the car and once you both are standing outside do you drop his hand. He moves his now free hand and places it on your shoulder. You know it looks like just a notion of friendship to those looking in but you know that in truth it is his way of saying that you belong to him and who are you to disagree with him. You end up walking closer to him than you really need to but he doesn’t say anything about it.
The two of you walk in silence until greeted by a camera crew and makeup artists. They pull you and Robert apart so that they can prepare you for the interview. You tune out what they say as you look over at Robert who’s looking over at you. He rolls his eyes and you nod in response. Then you get an idea that will no doubt make the people around you mad but you don’t really care.
You stick your tongue out at Robert who smiles and looks at his nose. Your laugh gets you a mean look from the lady messing with your hair. You make a quick motion with your hand that makes it look like you’re shooting yourself under your chin. This time he laughs and gets an evil look. This only makes you laugh and by the end of it the two women exchange looks that say they are seconds away from yelling. Instead they move the seats so you and Robert can’t see each other. You slump in your seat until you feel your phone vibrate.
This wall is a very nice sight.
You stifle a laugh and the lady doesn’t say anything.
I’m sure it is. Although, I like my wall better.
You dare think your wall is better thanmine?
Don’t think, know.
Right, ow! I think she pulled my hair on purpose!
Don’t be so dramatic. Your hair is crazy, her hand probably just got stuck.
My hair isn’t crazy… besides, you love my hair.
Didn’t say I didn’t.
“Mr. Law, will you please stop looking at your phone? It’s hard to do your make-up without being able to look at your face.”
You smile at her and put your phone up. You aren’t happy about it but you know that the sooner you get your makeup done the sooner you’ll get to talk to and be next to Robert again.
You hear Robert laughing and you know it’s because you now have to stare at the wall. A new idea pops into your head and you smile at the makeup artist. “Could you please do me a favor and ask the wonderful woman doing Robert’s hair to hit him for me?”
She nods and walks over to where Robert is. You turn to see her talking to the hair lady, who then hits Robert on the back of the head and now it’s your turn to laugh. He turns around and glares at you, you just smile and give him a small wave. Then the makeup artist is back and you can’t hide your smile as she finishes your makeup and tells you that you can go sit down for the interview. You nod and thank her.
You head over to the area where the interview is being held and sit down in the chair set up for you. You smile when Robert finally sits next to you. He gives your knee a quick squeeze before draping his arm over the back of your chair. You lean against his arm until the interviewer sits down in front of the two of you.
You shake his hand but forget his name a few minutes after he tells you it. The camera lights up and the interviewer starts the questioning. “I’m here with Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law, stars of the new movie, Subtle Changes. Glad to have you guys here, how have you been?”
You nod and Robert talks. “Been great. Been busy.”
“So I’ve heard. Well, did you enjoy filming the movie?”
You quickly glance over at Robert before answering. “I did. It was nice to be able to work with Robert again.”
Robert’s hand brushes your shoulder. “And it was a big difference from the last movie we did together, Sherlock. Although, both movies are Romance.”
You laugh and Robert continues with his thought. “Except in this movie, our characters actually get to kiss verses Sherlock when there was just a bunch of sexual tension.”
The interviewer perks up. “So, how was the kiss?”
You want to say fantastic but you know better. “Long.” Both Robert and the interviewer look at you and you feel your cheeks turning red. “Well, we kept laughing and so we had to do the scene over so many times.”
Robert smiles at you as his hand slips a little lower on your back. “What he means to say is he was nervous so he kept laughing. Then again, who wouldn’t be nervous about kissing me?”
The interviewer laughs. “So, Jude, you kept messing up the scene.”
Before you can answer Robert speaks up. “He did but that was okay because once we actually did kiss it was pretty good.”
You turn your body so you’re sitting at an angle. “Pretty good?”
He smiles moves his hand so that it’s on your shoulder. “Yeah, we should have practiced more.”
You laugh it off as a joke and turn your head towards the interviewer. “He’s such a joy to work with, can’t you tell?”
Pairing: RDJude
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 4609
Summary: This is from this prompt at the sherlockkink
A/N: So, I've looked at the posts of what movie these two should be in and I figured why not. Although, this is them acting in a romantic movie, because the movie I made up isn't really a comedy. So I figured why not share... it's not my best work and I'm not sure if they are OOC. If they are then I'm so sorry! But, constructive criticism is love!
Part 1
You wake up to arms wrapped around you and your head resting on Robert’s chest. You remember showering and then coming out to see Robert sleeping on your bed. You take a few minutes to take in the sight or a shirtless Robert Downey Jr. sleeping on your bed. You’ve seen him like this before, many times but you love it all the same.
He mumbles something and you smile, you’ve missed seeing Robert so defenseless and innocent. With that thought, you crawl into bed, resting your head on his chest. His arms automatically wrap around you, pulling you closer to him. You close your eyes and just breathe in Robert’s scent. You find yourself drifting off into sleep within seconds.
“Morning.” Robert’s voice brings you out of your memory. He runs his hand through your hair and leaving it to rest on your cheek. “I always thought you looked gorgeous after just waking up.”
“Do you?” You turn your head and kiss his palm.
He lifts your chin up and places the softest of kisses on your lips. “Then again, I think you always look amazing.”
You know your cheeks are red and you can’t help the smile on your face. “Well, one of us must look good.”
He runs his thumb over your bottom lip. “I’ve missed this, missed you.”
You kiss the pad of his thumb. “Missed you too.”
You lower your head so you can rest it against his chest again. The two of you just lay there for a while not really caring about anything but each other. You didn’t want to ruin the moment but you had to know. “Why did you avoid me?”
You feel him take a deep breath and you think maybe you don’t want to know but then he starts talking before you can stop him. “I love Susan, she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I love her.” He runs his hand through your hair before continuing. “Then I met you. I still love her and will always love her. I just love you too.”
You place your hand over his heart. “Then why avoid me?”
He moved his hand so that it was over yours. “I didn’t want to hurt Susan and I thought that if I saw you as much as I wanted to, I’d end up hurting her and I really do love her.”
You chuckle at that. “I know. I see the way you look when talking about her.”
“Susan says the same thing when I talk about you. She knows how I feel about by the way. She knows I love you.”
You don’t know why but that makes you smile. “And she doesn’t care?”
“I’m supposed to ask if you’d like to join us one night.”
“I knew there was a reason I liked her.” Both of you start laughing and he wraps you up in a hug. “Oh and Robert, I love you too.”
“She’s lying to you.” You can’t believe Mark is telling you this. “She doesn’t love you.”
“What are you talking about? We love each other! Why can’t you accept that?” You place his coffee mug on the counter to keep you from throwing it at him.
“I can’t accept it because I know it isn’t true! She doesn’t care about you! All she cares about is getting this store.” His eyes narrow and you want to shiver at the hate in them. You aren’t use to fighting with him. In fact, this was the first real fight the two of you have ever had.
“The store? All she wants is this damn store? Then why the hell did she choose me? If she wanted this damn store she would have chosen you!” But she doesn’t want this store. You know she’d never do anything like that and besides, if she did want this stupid store, she’d go after him.
“She can’t go after me because I’m in love with you!”
You say nothing, you just stare at him as his words hit you. You knew that he was into guys but you didn’t know he was into you. This wasn’t supposed to happen, your best friend wasn’t supposed to love you the way you loved him. Wait, you didn’t love him, not like that. You loved Rachel; Rachel, not Mark.
You start slowly walking backwards towards the door. You can’t be near him anymore, you need to get out of here. “David.” You want to stay though. You want to ask him what he means and if he really does love you. “David, please.”
You shake your head, turning to leave. It was all too much and you had to go pick up Rachel.
“That was a lame fight.” You nod but you aren’t really paying attention. You’re too busy looking at your script, with a side-glance to your phone every once in awhile. “Why must you ignore me Judesie?”
You raise an eyebrow at him. “You’re like a child sometimes, do you know that.”
His smirk meant nothing good for you. “Wow Jude, I never knew you liked it like that.” He takes a step closer to where you are sitting on the bed. “I mean, if you wanted me to call you ‘daddy’ all you had to do was ask.”
He kneels on the bed and starts crawling towards you. “Rob, don’t start this now. We aren’t sure when they’re going to come get us for make-up and costumes. We probably don’t have enough time.”
When you look up from your script you see his face inches from yours. “There’s always time for kissing.”
You start to protest but then he’s kissing you, his hands running down your sides and you forget what you were going to complain about. Then there’s a knock on your trailer door and Robert groans as he pulls away from you.
“Mr. Law, they’re ready for you in make-up.” Someone says from outside the door.
“Be right out.” You give Robert a quick kiss before moving out from under him and towards the door. “Sorry love, maybe tonight.”
You see him smile before you leave and you can’t help but smile too, your relationship with Robert was finally getting better.
You couldn’t believe it. Mark was right and you had yelled at him. The only one who was always there for you. He was someone you could tell anything, good or bad, and he’d smile and tell you his thoughts, whether you wanted them or not. The one who you could truly be yourself with; He didn’t judge you, didn’t question you, he just let you be you and loved you for it. He was your best friend. He was the guy you’d do anything for and now he’s gone. You need him back.
You know the adult thing to do would be to go talk to Mark but your body really didn’t want to get out of bed. You look for your phone to call him but remember you threw it a wall when you found out about what Rachel really wanted out of you. So, you decided to just lie in your bed and try to sleep but every time you close your eyes all you see is Mark. You remember yelling at him and treating him like dirt. How you treated the man you love as trash. Wait, how you treated the man you love as trash. The man you love.
You quickly sit up, making yourself slightly dizzy. You need to see him and talk to him. You needed him. You loved him and you needed to tell him.
You dress in whatever you find first, which turns out to be a pair of jeans and his shirt. His scent is on the shirt and that just pushes you to go find him. It’s past 2 in the morning so instead of going to the bookstore you head straight to the floor above you and knock on his door.
You wait about ten seconds before knocking again. You’re about to knock a third time but a grumpy Mark finally opens the door. “Who the hell-“ He stops as soon as he sees you.
You both stare at each other for a few seconds before you kiss him. It doesn’t feel how you thought it would. Instead, it feels right, as if he was made perfect for you.
He doesn’t hesitate in kissing you back but as soon as your tongue touches his lips he pulls away. “What are you doing?”
“I love you. It’s always been you. I just didn’t figure that out right away but you’re the one who I care about. The one who understands me and doesn’t judge me. The one who listens to me without judging me, who sits up late with me and eats pizza when I can’t sleep. You make me happy when I’m sad, make me laugh when I’ve had a bad day and then I screwed it up. I’m sorry. Please forgive me and please don’t leave me. I don’t think I could live without you. These last few weeks, I walked past that damn bookstore everyday just to see if you were in there because I wanted, needed, to see you. I love you.” You take a deep breath as you look into those brown eyes of his. “I love you.” You repeat.
He says nothing. Instead chooses to press his lips to yours again. “I love you too.”
“Well guys. That’s a wrap. We’re done.” Anne smiled at the two of you, who still had your arms around each other. “You two were great and it was an honor working with you! Now all that ‘s left to do is interviews and premieres.”
Robert moves so that he’s facing Anne but has his hand on the small of your back. “My favorite part!”
You scoff at that and whisper “You only like them because you get to touch me like in an intimate way with thousands of people watching.”
He smiles, which causes you to smile too. “You know me so well!”
“You are my Rubber Ducky Jr.”
His expression softens and he looks like he does when he talks to Susan. “And you my Judesie.”
“Would you guys get a room already?” You blush as you realize you and Robert had just been staring at each other, in the middle of a crowded set.
Robert starts laughing. “Why of course my dear Anne! How silly of us.” He turns towards you, removing his arm from your back. “You heard the lady Jude, let’s go find us a room!”
You never were able to resist Robert and his laugh. “My trailer, or yours?”
“Mine’s closer, so yours.” Robert winks at Anne. “That way we can make more noise.”
“Just don’t mark him too much Robert, we still need you two to be and look presentable.” Anne is laughing and you bet she thinks this is all a joke. The part that she didn’t know was that the look in Robert’s eye meant that he was already planning out what he wanted to do to you.
“My dear Anne, that’s what scarf’s are for.” With that said, he put his arm around your shoulder and started walking towards your trailer. He looked over at you and smiled. “Besides, I like my Judesie in a scarf.” He leans in so that you can feel his breath on your ear. “It lets me pull him in for a kiss without actually touching him, not that I mind touching him. If I had the choice, I’d never let him go.”
You shiver at how close he is and how hot his breath is against your ear. This only spurs him to continue. “Plus, I can pull the scarf tight around his neck because I know he loves having me inside him while he can barely breathe.”
“Robert.” Your voice sounds shaky and you know he loves it. “This needs to wait until we are behind locked doors because if you keep this up everyone here is going to get a show.”
He pulls away from you but keeps his arm around you. “Have it your way Judesie. We’ll wait but just so you know.” His hand tightens on your shoulder. “As soon as that door is locked, you’re mine.”
~~~---~~~
It took way too long, in your opinion, to get to your trailer but as soon as the door was locked, Robert kept his promise. As soon as he clicked the lock he had you, pressed against a wall and his hands where everywhere. His mouth was on yours, only pulling away to lift your t-shirt over your head followed by him pulling his t-shirt over his head. Then his mouth was on your neck, doing exactly what Anne had told him not to do. His hand started undoing your pants and you shudder from what you know is soon to come. It’s been too long since you’ve felt him in you and you’ve missed that feeling.
He’s slowly leading you to the small bed and you don’t hesitate to follow him. The back of your knees hit the bed and you fall onto your back. You move up the bed so that your head is resting on your pillow. You watch as he crawls over you, kissing parts of your body as he comes closer. A kiss to each of your knees, one on your hips, a kiss over your navel, a kiss on each of your nipples, a kiss on your neck and one on your chin but stops and hovers over your lips.
“Jude, stay with me.” His hand is on you and you can’t help but moan. “You with me?” He moves so that his mouth is almost touching yours and when he talks his lips brush yours. “Judesie.”
Before you think about it you crash your lips to his and there is nothing kind about it. The kiss brings back memories of rushed moments between takes hiding behind trailers because one of you couldn’t wait to feel the other.
“Jude.” His voice is deep and the things that voice does to you. “You aren’t allowed to think about anything but now.” You gasp as a slick finger slips into you. “Understand?”
You slowly nod as he starts moving his finger, which is soon joined by a second. It hurts but you don’t say anything because he’s done this before and you love the feeling you get once his fingers are gone and he’s inside you. Except now there are three fingers and you can’t wait.
“Robert, please, I need-“ You’re cut off by his lips against yours once more but this time it’s soft and loving.
His fingers are gone and then his cock is pressing against your entrance and you hiss at the thought of the pleasure that’s soon to come. He’s pressing into you but it isn’t fast enough; it isn’t enough, you need more of him.
“Robert.” Then he’s completely in you but he doesn’t move and it’s driving you crazy. “Robert, please move.” So he does and you moan at the feeling of him moving in and out of you. Then his hand is around your cock, pumping it at the same past as his thrusts.
He moves slightly and that thrusts hit that spot inside of you that has you chanting his name. After awhile his name becomes nonsense words, which soon turn into sounds. You don’t care if the workers outside hear you, it’s been far too long since you and Robert have done this and you’ve missed it. Then his hand is on your neck and he’s squeezing, softly at first but you beg for him to squeeze harder and he complies without complaint.
You start to get dizzy from the lack of air and you know you’re close. You’re pushed over the edge when Robert leans down and tightening his grip on your neck a little title whispers in your ear. “Judesie.” He follows soon after and you love the feeling of his release inside of you.
He pulls out of you and you feel empty but then he’s lying next to you. He wraps his arms around you and you fit so easily against him. It was like you were made for him.
He kisses your forehead. “I love you Jude.”
You smile and snuggle closer to him. “Love you too.”
~~~---~~~
“I like you in that scarf.” You look up to see a fully dressed and ready to go Robert sitting on your bed smiling at you.
“Do you like it because of how I look in it or,” You check your reflection in the mirror one last time before moving to put on your shoes. “because you know what’s hidden under the scarf?”
Robert moves so that his upper half is lying on the bed. “Do I have to choose?”
You sit next to Robert so you can put on your shoes. “I suppose not.”
“Good!” His arms are around your waist and he’s pulling you so that you are lying next to him on the bed. “Now, what say we get you undressed!”
“Robert.” You know what’s going to happen if you don’t get out of his hold and off the bed. “I just finished getting dressed and we have to leave soon.”
“We can be late.” He starts to unwrap the scarf around your neck. You can’t let this continue but then his mouth is on your neck, adding new marks to the ones that still linger from the night before.
With a sigh of Defeat, you roll so that you are lying on top of him. “If we get in trouble,” you kiss his forehead. “It’s on your head.”
He smiles as he pulls on the scarf, to pull you closer to him. “I can live with that.”
Your smile matches his as you take the ends of the scarf and wrap them around his neck so that the scarf is holding the two of you together. You lower your head and kiss him. “You know, I quite like this scarf.”
He chuckles as he runs his hand up the side of your leg. “ I like the person wearing the scarf more then I like the scarf though.”
“Oh?” You rest your chin on his chest. “Do you?”
“I do.” His hand comes to rest on your waist. “I mean have you seen me?”
You laugh as you start to stand up. “I have and I’ve seen better.”
He gasps and places his hand over his heart. “I’m hurt! You care more about someone else then you do about me?”
“I said I’ve seen better, not that I like someone better.” You give him your hand, which he takes and you pull him off the bed. “Although, sometimes, when you steal my clothes without asking, I like others better then you.”
He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him. “You love me in your clothes and you know it.”
You don’t disagree with him because you know it’d be pointless. Instead, you kiss him. “We should really be leaving. We have ten minutes to get to a place that’s thirty minutes away.”
He lets go of you and starts walking towards the door. “Then stop wasting time. I mean really, you were the one so insistent on trying to get me naked.”
You roll your eyes but can’t help but smile. “You’re right. I’m so sorry but I just can’t resist your body.”
He turns and you really want to punch that smirk off his face, or kiss it. “It’s my fault I suppose.”
He holds the door open for you and you nod a thank you. “Your fault?”
“Why yes my dear Judesie.” He walks besides you with his hand on the small of your back. “It’s my fault for being so damn sexy.”
You turn your head to look at him and laugh. “And I curse you for it daily.”
~~~---~~~
The ride to the interview wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. You haven’t gotten one phone call yelling at you for being late or asking where the hell you were. The car ride was actually quite peaceful, if only for the fact that you had been able to convince Robert to sing to you. Getting him to sing hadn’t even been that hard. All you had to do was rest your head on his shoulder, hold his hand and whisper the word please and he started singing.
You love his voice. It relaxes you and makes you smile. “I love you.”
You aren’t cure how but you know he’s smiling. “Love you too.”
He starts rubbing circles on your hand with his thumb and continues to sing. The feeling of his thumb combined with his voice really relaxes you and you find yourself slipping into unconsciousness.
You dream of him, you always dream of him, be it a good dream or a nightmare. He’s either smiling and pulling you closer or frowning and pushing you away. This dream was different though. He was just standing on front of you, a look of indifference on his face. He doesn’t say anything and you start to worry. You reach out for him but he ignores you, like you aren’t even there.
“Jude.” His voice pulls you out of your dream. “Come on baby, it’s time to wake up.”
You open yours eyes but don’t remove your head from his shoulder or let go of his hand. In fact, you tighten your hold. “Don’t leave.” You aren’t sure why you say it but you make no move to apologize or take it back.
He brings your joined hands up to his mouth and places a kiss on the back of yours. “Would never dream of it.”
You smile and finally sit up, but you don’t let go of his hand. He returns your smile and kisses your forehead. He gently pulls you out of the car and once you both are standing outside do you drop his hand. He moves his now free hand and places it on your shoulder. You know it looks like just a notion of friendship to those looking in but you know that in truth it is his way of saying that you belong to him and who are you to disagree with him. You end up walking closer to him than you really need to but he doesn’t say anything about it.
The two of you walk in silence until greeted by a camera crew and makeup artists. They pull you and Robert apart so that they can prepare you for the interview. You tune out what they say as you look over at Robert who’s looking over at you. He rolls his eyes and you nod in response. Then you get an idea that will no doubt make the people around you mad but you don’t really care.
You stick your tongue out at Robert who smiles and looks at his nose. Your laugh gets you a mean look from the lady messing with your hair. You make a quick motion with your hand that makes it look like you’re shooting yourself under your chin. This time he laughs and gets an evil look. This only makes you laugh and by the end of it the two women exchange looks that say they are seconds away from yelling. Instead they move the seats so you and Robert can’t see each other. You slump in your seat until you feel your phone vibrate.
This wall is a very nice sight.
You stifle a laugh and the lady doesn’t say anything.
I’m sure it is. Although, I like my wall better.
You dare think your wall is better thanmine?
Don’t think, know.
Right, ow! I think she pulled my hair on purpose!
Don’t be so dramatic. Your hair is crazy, her hand probably just got stuck.
My hair isn’t crazy… besides, you love my hair.
Didn’t say I didn’t.
“Mr. Law, will you please stop looking at your phone? It’s hard to do your make-up without being able to look at your face.”
You smile at her and put your phone up. You aren’t happy about it but you know that the sooner you get your makeup done the sooner you’ll get to talk to and be next to Robert again.
You hear Robert laughing and you know it’s because you now have to stare at the wall. A new idea pops into your head and you smile at the makeup artist. “Could you please do me a favor and ask the wonderful woman doing Robert’s hair to hit him for me?”
She nods and walks over to where Robert is. You turn to see her talking to the hair lady, who then hits Robert on the back of the head and now it’s your turn to laugh. He turns around and glares at you, you just smile and give him a small wave. Then the makeup artist is back and you can’t hide your smile as she finishes your makeup and tells you that you can go sit down for the interview. You nod and thank her.
You head over to the area where the interview is being held and sit down in the chair set up for you. You smile when Robert finally sits next to you. He gives your knee a quick squeeze before draping his arm over the back of your chair. You lean against his arm until the interviewer sits down in front of the two of you.
You shake his hand but forget his name a few minutes after he tells you it. The camera lights up and the interviewer starts the questioning. “I’m here with Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law, stars of the new movie, Subtle Changes. Glad to have you guys here, how have you been?”
You nod and Robert talks. “Been great. Been busy.”
“So I’ve heard. Well, did you enjoy filming the movie?”
You quickly glance over at Robert before answering. “I did. It was nice to be able to work with Robert again.”
Robert’s hand brushes your shoulder. “And it was a big difference from the last movie we did together, Sherlock. Although, both movies are Romance.”
You laugh and Robert continues with his thought. “Except in this movie, our characters actually get to kiss verses Sherlock when there was just a bunch of sexual tension.”
The interviewer perks up. “So, how was the kiss?”
You want to say fantastic but you know better. “Long.” Both Robert and the interviewer look at you and you feel your cheeks turning red. “Well, we kept laughing and so we had to do the scene over so many times.”
Robert smiles at you as his hand slips a little lower on your back. “What he means to say is he was nervous so he kept laughing. Then again, who wouldn’t be nervous about kissing me?”
The interviewer laughs. “So, Jude, you kept messing up the scene.”
Before you can answer Robert speaks up. “He did but that was okay because once we actually did kiss it was pretty good.”
You turn your body so you’re sitting at an angle. “Pretty good?”
He smiles moves his hand so that it’s on your shoulder. “Yeah, we should have practiced more.”
You laugh it off as a joke and turn your head towards the interviewer. “He’s such a joy to work with, can’t you tell?”