Aug 24, 2005 02:45
I forget sometimes that I still have friends that try.
In my last post, I mentioned how I hoped to see my friends in Austin.. well dammit.. they seriously met up w/ me and chilled! I love that! I've gotten used to being used and abused out here in Humble(w/ the exception of Crystal) so I figured I wouldnt see my buds. I think that's one of the things I love most of being in Austin.. friends that are THERE! ya know??
So yeah, got to see my buds.. twas fantastic. One of the best time's of my life.. I SWEAR! I will never forget that weekend! I also love visitin my sis outside of home! It may seem strange.. but when she comes to visit.. things go aray. I mean.. we argue.. the rents constrict us.. blah blah. So it is always nice to party w/o parental units scaring us or whatnot. "Its times' like these we learn to live again!"-foo fighters babeh.
I went to Mulligans tonight sorta hopin' to hang w/ Marco cuz he kept sayin how he wanted to go out w/ me tonight.. allll day as we worked together. Yet once we meet at the bar, we dont talk. Ihate it. I dont know what to do. I am not an agressive person, nor do I like others from work knowing my personal business.. so blah. I dont think he likes it either. He gets kinda attitudy when I seem to be having a better time w/ others than w/ him. haha.. that's MISS INDEPENDANT BABY! But yeah. Idunno what's up w/ his ass STILL! I wish I knew. I think I'm gonna make it my perogative to do something just he and I tomorrow or Thurs. cuz I'm sick of not knowing... yet knowing.. if ya know what I mean.. at all?? uh.hah.Inever make any sense when it comes to relationships.blah.
I wanted to get laid tonight dammit! My booty call(the chad) is in the woodlands which is too far. And Steven from work.. who has seemed intrigued in me met Crystal tonight so they hit it off rather well! WHICH WAS ACTUALLY BADASS! I hope sumthin comes from that one! They are both awesome people to me. I like him but Ihavent known him enough to think nething other than a one-night-stand kinda thing.. so I hope he n her kick it off and idont fuck nething up. haha. that would rock.. damn I'm ramblin on incessant bullshit about now.haha.
Welp I gotta work in the mornin' well.. in a few hours.. so I guess I'll cut this off even tho I could talk to the keyboard all night.
I wanna start some badass conversations w/ u's guys so respond more or sumthin dammiT!