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Here I am.. eating a meatloaf sandwich, haha. I used to sit at the table for hours as a kid b/c I wasnt allowed to leave unless I finished my food.. and I always hated meatloaf. But I'm trying it for the first time in YEARS, and its not too bad.. not to awesome either.
Last night was odd. I was holding back tears at work b/c I fucked up really bad again, and I cant' stand it. We are out of so much shit all the time that it throws my whole system off. Nothing is prepared and everyone fends for themselves--it sucks. The only good thing about this store is our kitchen crew, they rock. But yeah, I had my first table IN MY LIFE walk out. They got there and I greeted them right away n all.. then when I went to get their drinks.. there were NO glasses! NONE! I mean.. shit! I went to tell them what happened then greeted another table w/ this woman who I sERIOUSLy wanted to KILL! She was the pickiest, high maintained woman ever-->DIE BITCH! So i go to the kitchen finally after she gives me a twenty min. picky ass order.. and there are still no glasses! WTF?!?! I finally find some from the bar.. and my first table is upset. I thought things were good.. but no it just got worse, to the point where they walked out. It was close to closing time.. so I was trying to get shit off my mind when I saw my old roommate, Erick at the bar eating! I hadnt seen him since we moved out! So it was nice to see him right then, I really needed that.
wE wound up haning out for a while.. got some beers at Sherlox, and he got obliterated(like he always used to)so I told him I'd take him home. We stopped by my house cuz I wanted another beer and wanted to change. He seriously kept hitting on me, asking me to have sex n shit! haha. Now, this guy is good looking, and quite a charmer, but he was my roommate for cryin out loud! He used to come home late and wasted and cuddle w/ me every night, it was cute. but I never let things get outta hand b/c I didnt wanna ruin the home life, ya know? It was nice of him to tell me that I'm a reallly pretty woman, and that I've always had a charm about me.. I never get compliments anymore! funny guy.
So neways.. I dont think I wanna pursue anything w/ him b/c I have lived w/ him and I dont really like it. haha, so I guess I'll keep it where it is. Even tho it would be nice to be w/ someone I'm already close to, meh. I hate dating b/c of this shit!
welp, I'm gonna get back to eating this (wannabe)hamburger on bread, since I've only had one bite.
OHHHH and thanx errbody for congratulating me on the school! i'm finally getting stoked about it! I just found out that a girl I work w/ is going to be in the program w/ me! So at least I'll have someone to do this shit w/! Caio!
Last night was odd. I was holding back tears at work b/c I fucked up really bad again, and I cant' stand it. We are out of so much shit all the time that it throws my whole system off. Nothing is prepared and everyone fends for themselves--it sucks. The only good thing about this store is our kitchen crew, they rock. But yeah, I had my first table IN MY LIFE walk out. They got there and I greeted them right away n all.. then when I went to get their drinks.. there were NO glasses! NONE! I mean.. shit! I went to tell them what happened then greeted another table w/ this woman who I sERIOUSLy wanted to KILL! She was the pickiest, high maintained woman ever-->DIE BITCH! So i go to the kitchen finally after she gives me a twenty min. picky ass order.. and there are still no glasses! WTF?!?! I finally find some from the bar.. and my first table is upset. I thought things were good.. but no it just got worse, to the point where they walked out. It was close to closing time.. so I was trying to get shit off my mind when I saw my old roommate, Erick at the bar eating! I hadnt seen him since we moved out! So it was nice to see him right then, I really needed that.
wE wound up haning out for a while.. got some beers at Sherlox, and he got obliterated(like he always used to)so I told him I'd take him home. We stopped by my house cuz I wanted another beer and wanted to change. He seriously kept hitting on me, asking me to have sex n shit! haha. Now, this guy is good looking, and quite a charmer, but he was my roommate for cryin out loud! He used to come home late and wasted and cuddle w/ me every night, it was cute. but I never let things get outta hand b/c I didnt wanna ruin the home life, ya know? It was nice of him to tell me that I'm a reallly pretty woman, and that I've always had a charm about me.. I never get compliments anymore! funny guy.
So neways.. I dont think I wanna pursue anything w/ him b/c I have lived w/ him and I dont really like it. haha, so I guess I'll keep it where it is. Even tho it would be nice to be w/ someone I'm already close to, meh. I hate dating b/c of this shit!
welp, I'm gonna get back to eating this (wannabe)hamburger on bread, since I've only had one bite.
OHHHH and thanx errbody for congratulating me on the school! i'm finally getting stoked about it! I just found out that a girl I work w/ is going to be in the program w/ me! So at least I'll have someone to do this shit w/! Caio!