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This weekend was pretty much amazing. I ran an awesome race at the Adidas meet (26:34! 2 minute PR!), and went into the Wilson pool for the second time, and ate a lot of pizza, and went shopping at amazing vintage stores (where i got a BRIGHT orange raincoat. And an orange ring and headband. I think i was in an orange mood), and hung out with some of the greatest people on the planet.
And then today came and it just sorta kinda really sucked. I had a headache till third period, when i acquired a mystery pill from Kayla (it was bright red and yellow. I've been on the lookout for strange side effects all day). And i forgot to do a ton of homework, and realized i have a chemistry test tomorrow, which i will fail if i don't study (which is what i should be doing now). And everything else that happened was pretty boring. Ah well, i guess that's monday for you.
Lately i'm worried about a lot of things. I know i shouldn't, because all of them will work themselves out, and there's a lot i'm excited about as well, but i can't help it. Maybe writing some down will help.
Outdoor School: So week four started yesterday, and only weeks five and six are left. And i'm on the reserve, and haven't gotten a call. At workshop we were promised that everyone who sends in their blue reserve forms gets a spot, but what if i don't? There are only two weeks left, and Arrah Wanna is a popular camp. And i know that if i don't get to go this session, i'll just try again in the spring, which is what a lot of my pals are doing anyways. But this is something i've been looking forward to since 6th grade, and to not be able to go every single time possible would just, well, suck. Majorly.
Ok here's a lame one: Halloween. I have no idea what i'm doing, being, or (if ODS pulls through for week six) if i'm even going to be here. Because of ODS, i'm a little wary of making any big plans, or even getting a cool costume together, because if i get called for that week, then i wont be needing/doing any of it. And i wont care, because its ODS, but i still have the same dilemma.
Cross Country wise, Districts are coming up. Which is very scary, because i have no idea what they're like. And i keep hearing mixed reports on whether JV girls are running 5K or 3K. And the coaches are, of course, making districts into this huge deal, and it's rather terrifying.
And finally, Chemistry. I understand mostly everything, but i cannot, for the life of me, figure out conversion factors. And writing this down in here is so awful, because figuring out conversion factors is what i'm supposed to be doing right now.
Ok, that was actually really helpful. My problems seem much smaller now. Of course, this isn't everything, and i have in fact left the thing that worries me the most off this little list entirely, but i've gone over it so many times in my head, there's no need to write any of it down to help me figure it out.
I feel better now. Much more relaxed. Not entirely relaxed, of course, because that damn chemistry homework is sitting at my feet waiting for me. Which is actually what i'm going to go do now. Farewell.
And then today came and it just sorta kinda really sucked. I had a headache till third period, when i acquired a mystery pill from Kayla (it was bright red and yellow. I've been on the lookout for strange side effects all day). And i forgot to do a ton of homework, and realized i have a chemistry test tomorrow, which i will fail if i don't study (which is what i should be doing now). And everything else that happened was pretty boring. Ah well, i guess that's monday for you.
Lately i'm worried about a lot of things. I know i shouldn't, because all of them will work themselves out, and there's a lot i'm excited about as well, but i can't help it. Maybe writing some down will help.
Outdoor School: So week four started yesterday, and only weeks five and six are left. And i'm on the reserve, and haven't gotten a call. At workshop we were promised that everyone who sends in their blue reserve forms gets a spot, but what if i don't? There are only two weeks left, and Arrah Wanna is a popular camp. And i know that if i don't get to go this session, i'll just try again in the spring, which is what a lot of my pals are doing anyways. But this is something i've been looking forward to since 6th grade, and to not be able to go every single time possible would just, well, suck. Majorly.
Ok here's a lame one: Halloween. I have no idea what i'm doing, being, or (if ODS pulls through for week six) if i'm even going to be here. Because of ODS, i'm a little wary of making any big plans, or even getting a cool costume together, because if i get called for that week, then i wont be needing/doing any of it. And i wont care, because its ODS, but i still have the same dilemma.
Cross Country wise, Districts are coming up. Which is very scary, because i have no idea what they're like. And i keep hearing mixed reports on whether JV girls are running 5K or 3K. And the coaches are, of course, making districts into this huge deal, and it's rather terrifying.
And finally, Chemistry. I understand mostly everything, but i cannot, for the life of me, figure out conversion factors. And writing this down in here is so awful, because figuring out conversion factors is what i'm supposed to be doing right now.
Ok, that was actually really helpful. My problems seem much smaller now. Of course, this isn't everything, and i have in fact left the thing that worries me the most off this little list entirely, but i've gone over it so many times in my head, there's no need to write any of it down to help me figure it out.
I feel better now. Much more relaxed. Not entirely relaxed, of course, because that damn chemistry homework is sitting at my feet waiting for me. Which is actually what i'm going to go do now. Farewell.