May 21, 2003 03:23
I haven't updated in forever, I have been kind of avoiding it and I have no idea why. Today was kickass, I got up and went over to chelsea's about halfway there it rained and I got soaked, haha it was awesome, I wore one of her shirts and kept on my wet pants, it wasn't a big deal. Josh came over too, it was funny he got soaked too. Then he left and I got to spend some quality time with chelsea.
I came home, worked on my new song I am writing called waving, I just need a bridge now and it will be done. I am gonna write a whole 8 song set and play out this summer... it's gonna kick ass. My stomach didn't hurt once all day, it was weird I forgot what its like not for it to hurt at least a little. I can't wait to go to college for music. I am really looking forward to playing on stage and making money, I think I found my ideal outlet. Like I want to be a solo artist I think. I hate having to clear ideas with everyone else or having someone else think my idea is cool, I dont care if everyone else hates my idea, I like it so fuck you haha. I take back that last post. I breathe music, doing something else would suffocate me.
Man, I really hope things are staying good with my mom, cause she is the best. The older I get the more I respect her, and everything she does. Like when she first had kara and aidan I didn't really think it was a big deal that she took care of them constantly, but then I realized that she is not so much different from me. she knows a few tricks on how to take care of them, but I would learn them too. I really appreciate her, and everything she teaches me. She is such a valued friend and guide.
Tchk-