Jan 06, 2011 18:38
Please don't kill me.
I know this really is mostly my fault. I told you I didn't want things to change. I wanted things to stay the same; I wanted to move really really slowly. And we did.
But now I'm older, it's a new year and maybe I'm just this much closer to figuring out what I want.
But my thoughts on that subject have changed. I don't want things to stay the same; I need a change. I wish I could have articulated this better before but it's time for it to come out.
Considering both of our searches for our truths in life, I know there's a lot on your mind. I know there's a lot a lot on your plate. My mind is bustling too. And I'm not ready to give up freedom either. But I don't like where I stand in your life right now. It's where I was comfortable before but now that we've progressed, so must our relationship.
So I vote we either move backward. Give each other space while we figure out our lives. Talk less. Keep at a friendship. Maybe one day with patience it will work out.
Or I vote we take a step forward. I'm not trying to be in a relationship or a marriage or anything. But I am trying to learn how we work together and what kind of person you are. I feel like there's a lot left to learn about you and I want us to make more of an effort to learn about each other on a more substantial level. Maybe one day with patience it will work out.
Maybe, one day, with patience, it will work out.
Maybe one day, with patience, it will work out.
Maybe one day with patience, it will work out.
Maybe one day with patience it will work out.