Mar 30, 2005 16:31
There is such a thing as too much of a good thing. I'm getting bored. I'm trying to fight it off by getting out of my house for at least a couple hours every day. Even if just to walk around. I am driving myself nuts thinking what to do with my life. It's the middle of week 2 of unemployed Carmel. I like the sleeping in part. I don't like the no money part. I forgot how much I hate job searching. At first it seems almost exciting because there are (in theory) thousands of jobs and opportunities out there just waiting for me to pick it out and go get it. In reality, there are thousands of really shitty jobs that pay close to nothing to do tedious, mind-numbing work.
Today started off well though. I am back to working out with my trainer. He's such a nice person and decided to let me work out with him for a super discounted price. My mom's going to help me pay for it. So, I'm happy about that, even though it's only once a week now. He actually suggested that maybe I should start looking at a career in fitness. That would actually pretty nice... at least I wouldn't be in an office!
Well, wish me luck. I need to get back to searching. I would like to just move to Europe now, but I can't figure out a way to do it (a) and (b) I need to pay off some debt and save some money. Funny how you need a job to do those things.