sex and violence
yaaaaaaaaa i dont remember when i wrote in here last and was too lazy to look it up just now. But i do know that not everything is exactly good right now. I also like to share that alex and i are gonna have our 4 and a half year anniversary in 2 months! Is that a long time? I jus realized it today and thought it was amazing kinda. Plus i never look at LJ anymore and also noticed not many others do either.
i want a job at MHS, i want to move out sooner than fucking later, i want to be able to make better money, i wany my boyfriend to get his job so hes happier, i want this Christmas to not be so shitty so i can actually afford things for people and not get depressed again. I dont want to have to work 3 part time seasonal jobs to make ends meet. Im sick of working my ass off and going no where. I feel mad at the world yet im only really mad at myself for being around stupid shit to ruin my chances at a career. If it all goes to hell i hope im given a mercy second chance.
fuck
i want a job at MHS, i want to move out sooner than fucking later, i want to be able to make better money, i wany my boyfriend to get his job so hes happier, i want this Christmas to not be so shitty so i can actually afford things for people and not get depressed again. I dont want to have to work 3 part time seasonal jobs to make ends meet. Im sick of working my ass off and going no where. I feel mad at the world yet im only really mad at myself for being around stupid shit to ruin my chances at a career. If it all goes to hell i hope im given a mercy second chance.
fuck